there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Saturday, October 28, 2006
Promo Result... I've finally received my result on thursday at long last! Woot! Although i dint really do well 4 my promo, nevertheless i'm satisfied wif my result... I'm happy tt i passed all my subjects! Hooray!!! Anw, i'm feeling sad 4 those who dint make it 2 J2 next yr... It's really a terrible feeling 2 c my friends or anyone around me retained... especially when i c them crying n hugging their friends in agony... It's as if it is d last time they gonna c each other n they will leave each other 4 good after d hug... Haiz... It really saddened me 2 c ppl retained or dropped out of JC... If only they were given a second chance 2 take d promo... I'm pretty sure they will gonna make it 2 J2 next yr... Well... everything is over n we cannot turn back time... So... we shld look forward! Congratulations 4 those who r promoted 2 J2 next yr! 4 those who dint make it, continue 2 pursue ur dreams! Dun give up! I wish u all the best in ur future endeavours! Yup! PowerRangers... Recently, i'm meeting up wif ys, tc, kaiying n cheng very often. N noe wat? We actually called ourselves Power Rangers! hahaha... Cos we were kinda bored... n we juz came up wif this childish name... Can't really rmb who came up wif this name but ya... I'm d black ranger! hahaha... i tink maybe we derive childhood ba... GoGo Power Rangers!!! hahaha... Anw, it's kinda fun hanging out wif Power Rangers. Hey Rangers, i tink tt maybe we shld wear our respective colour 4 our outing next time!!! hahaha... =) Plans 4 holidays... Actually, i dint really hav any plans 4 my holidays 4 now. Now, i juz wanna focus on my OP n chinese 'A' level first. Immediately after tt, i'll make a very impt decision, tt is whether 2 join dance or not. hahaha... Many ppl from dance r rushing me 2 make a decision quickly cos they said d dance trainings r starting soon... But seriously, i'm really doin CBA now! I juz need abit more time 2 finish d CBA... Trust me! Well... actually i'm quite decisive... juz tt i'm very careful in everything tt i do. Thus, i always take many things into considerations before taking actions... Also, i'm committed in everything tt i do. Thus, i'll commit myself 2 dance if i join dance... This is why i really cannot make a decision hastily... Anw, after d chinese 'A' level, i'll be helping my sis wif her revision 4 'O' level everyday le... I'll give her all my tips on how 2 perform well during d 'O' level... hahaha... So during d December holiday, i dint really hav any plans... I tink my plans would most likely be determined by d following factors: -My decision of whether 2 join dance or not (if i joined, dance outings?) -Friends (classmates or Power Rangers!) organising outings -Sis mood (c if she wanna go out wif me) -My mood (of course! hahaha =P) Anw, i'm very sure tt i'll go watch Death Note-The Last Name on the 28th of December! hahaha... So i tink maybe this is my plan 4 d December holidays 4 now ba...
假期了。。。该做什么好呢？ 还是走一步，试一步吧！=)
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<Monday, October 23, 2006
Movie Outing... Today, after gp n econs lectures, d decent trio rushed off 2 J8 2 meet up wif kaiying n cheng to catch Death Note. On our way, we met sebastian n he actually followed us n watch d movie together wif us... The movie is seriously very very nice i muz say... I like d battle between "L", d brainy n eccentric guy, n Light, a witty student who gets hold of Death Note. D way they pit their wits against one another really captivates me n keeps me tinking all d times... Throughout d whole movie, i was totally glued 2 d screen... But... juz as i was watching until d part when "L" n Light finally come face-2-face, d show ended. It will be continued in the next sequel, which is Death Note: The Last Name. Wat an anti-climax man! I really can't wait 4 d next sequel 2 come up lah! I'll definitely catch d next sequel when it comes up... Now, i'm kinda addicted 2 Death Note. I tink i will rent d comics of Death Note soon le... hahaha... i juz can't wait 2 c how d story will continue from there! Sports Marathon... After watchin d movie, d decent trio went back home 2 take our pe attires before goin back 2 sch 2 play 4 d sport events organised by d Student Council... Upon reachin d sch at abt 3.30 pm, my team has alrd played floorball. Oh... wat a disappointment! But nvm... After tt, i played dodgeball! It was really a very lame game lor... n i gt hit twice while playin d game... Well, i guess i muz be too sleepy n not in d rit mood 2 play at tt time... After playin dodgeball, i start 2 warm up a little bit. My team played captain's ball after tt... n we played very well... we thrash our opponent flat... n i can't really rmb d score of tt match... hahaha... Anw, we played soccer later. Juz d start of d match, i scored a goal! Yea!!! Actually i was quite tyco lah... Cos after dribbling past a player n passing d ball 2 ys, i lost my footings... Before my footings were stable, ys made a quick pass back 2 me... At tt moment, i heard voices telling me 2 shoot. So i juz turned n shot d ball... n d ball actually rolled into d net! Unbelievable man!!! Even i oso dun believe tt i actually scored! hahaha... Anw our opponent played well after tt n managed 2 score a crucial equaliser in d match... D match ended off in a 1-1 draw... It was a good result 4 us le... Cos our opponent was quite strong...n we dint get thrash! Yea!!! Towards d last part of d day, we played bball... n we were sway sway up against a very strong team... So before d start of d match we dint really expect much out of this game... But when match started, all of us played quite well... n we managed 2 score 3 times! hahaha... It's consider not bad alrd lor... especially when u r playin wif bball schoolteam players... But in d end, we still lost... but at least we did not get thrash! tts d gd thing! hahaha... After tt, we played abit of floorball before we called it a day! Woot! It was really a very tiring day 4 me lah... I've played so many sports in a day. Well, maybe i'm juz a all-rounder! hahaha... no lah... juz joking... i'm not so bhb one lah... hehehe... =P It was 7pm when i went home... mentally n physically tired...
累啊累啊累啊！！！ 运动了一整天，身体的查克拉全都流失了。。。
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<Saturday, October 21, 2006
Deep in thoughts... Here i am bloggin again... Many things happened within d past few days... Well, i tink i will start by sayin d more impt things 1st ba... Firstly, believe it or not... i tink i may... join dance! hahaha... even i oso cant believe it myself lah... not even in my dreams did i tink tt i'll consider dance as one of my CCAs. Well, i guess tt i'm somewat influenced by many ppl ba... Firstly, tc kept asking me 2 join dance... But at tt point of time, i dun really bother abt wat he said cos i noe i'm not a gifted dancer...n i dun hav any foundations whatsoever...Den, i started 2 realise tt dance society really need guys... Cos during d CCA talk, they actually tried 2 recruit more guys by putting on some performances as well as tryin hard 2 persuade guys 2 join dance! Later, i come 2 realise tt dance is one of d sch's niche CCAs... n it will reflect very well on d sch graduation cert by joining dance... Since den, i hav some thoughts abt joining dance... Not long after, on thursday i tink, wan teng (welfare rep of dance society), teik ling (president of dance society), n even miss tang ( teacher-in-charged of dance society i tink), asked me 2 join dance! They really asked me very sincerely 2 join dance... but i told them tt i really need some time 2 consider... Sorry gals... How i wish i can give u all a definite answer... but i really need 2 give it a serious thought... Cost-Benefit Analysis... I muz weigh d costs n benefits of joining dance before making a decision... n tts wat im doin now... hahaha... i noe it may sound stupid but i'm really tinking everyday if i shld join dance... Lets tok abt d cost 1st... As a member of d exco of Science Society, i noe tt i hav d responsibility 2 play my role well. I'm afraid tt by joining another CCA, i cannot cope with both of them well n may end up snapping like an overstretch rubber band... Ya... Cos if i were 2 join dance, i will really devote my time 2 it... n i'm afraid i may end up gettin too tired... Secondly, next yr is a very impt yr... so i noe tt next yr i'll will definitely be very occupied n i'm worried tt joining dance may affect my studies adversely. Yup! But after all, it's abt time management! Lets tok abt d benefits... So far, wat i can tink of is d sch graduation cert. A gd sch graduation cert is impt 4 job interview in the future (as said by a teacher). hahaha... So 4 now, d costs outweigh d benefits... Moreover, although i noe tt dance is not girly girly(as wat wanteng has said), i feel rather uncomfortable when comes 2 dancing intimately wif gals... Cos im those tradition n conservative type of person ma... tts y... hahaha... n i tink tt may be tis is one of d most impt reason tts holding me back from joining dance! anw i noe tt i will come up wif a decision soon... OP... Disappointing...is d word i'll used 2 describe my grp's presentation... I'm really really disappointed wif our performance on friday... We were all so unprepared... n d feedbacks were like... "too soft", "dun read from d scripts","unprepared"n so on... all were negative feedbacks... It really makes me tink tt wat i've been doin 4 pw so far are all useless... I noe tt on my part i dint present well oso... My tone was monotonous, but i'll try my best 2 change tt really... As 4 d rest, ys performed relatively d best, tc was not very prepared, n d gals dint noe their stuffs well enough... Haiz... But nvm... i'm very sure tt if we practise more times, we will perform 10 times better den tis presentation... I'm confident abt tt... So i hope tt my grp members wont be demoralised by d poor performance tis time round... i'm pretty sure we will bounce back! Yea!!! So c'mon, GoGoGo everyone!!! We r almost there le... tis is d very last hurdle tt we will need 2 overcome as a grp... so keep goin... dun give up ok! =)
这是最后的战役了。。。 如果在这时候放弃。。。 将会前功尽弃。。。
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<Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Confusion... Wat is she tinking? How exactly does she feels abt me? All these doubts juz suddenly occur 2 me... N after brooding over them, i'm still totally clueless. All along, i tot tt i'm an analytical person who can more or less read a person's mind. But after analysing her reactions, i still cannot figure out her thoughts... not even d slightest thing tt is in her mind... I'm lost... i'm seriously lost... Self-reflection Truth be told, i'm juz a simple person. I only hope 2 stay healthy n happy throughout my whole life... I dun really hav any big aims in life... I noe tt my priority n main aim 4 now is study, study n study... n seriously tts wat i've been doin all along... I've really put all my concentration into studying all these yrs... n courtship has nv come across my mind... N i tink tts 1 of d reasons y i dint date any gals before... However, d most impt reason y i dint hav a stead before is bcos i haven't really met d gal of my dream. Actually d type of gal tt i'm lookin 4 is very simple... But so far none of my friends tt i noe seems 2 be able 2 meet my criteria... hahaha... sounds like i'm very picky rit? Well... actually i'm not! There's basically only 3 main conditions tt i'm lookin 4! First, which is d most impt condition, is tt d gal muz be very very decent! If a gal dresses or behaves indecently, i'll get extremely put off by tt... Next, n oso very impt, is d gal muz be able 2 click very well wif me... it means tt i can get along very well wif her as well as sharing d same interest as her... Lastly, i like gals who r very cheerful n easygoing... cos i like gals who can cheer me up n be my 开心果! Yup!!! hahaha... Ya... so it's tt simple! Well... i guess tt maybe i'm too serious when it comes 2 love relationship... Cos in my dictionary, 1 stead= 1 wife= 1 lifetime. 4 me, i'll really really choose my stead carefully... I muz be 100% sure tt i really love her very much before i'll take action 2 date her... I will oso tink thru very carefully tt whether she is d one tt i wanna spend my whole life wif... So once i hav a stead, i'm very very sure tt she will be my wife in d future... I'll treat her very well n try my best 2 make her feel tt she is d happiest gal on Earth! Yup! I'll definitely be right by her side when she needed me most... n d one 2 cheer her up when she is feeling down... Uncertained... Now...i'm very sure tt i like 'my one'... But i noe tt it's definitely not love... Cos i tink it's not possible 2 love her if i dun even noe her! Actually i've been tinking it thru for months... i've been asking myself whether i hav a crush on her... Is it infatuation? Or is it tt i like her? Believe it or not... i've been trying 2 figure out d answer since april! hahaha... Cannot believe it rit? Cos i'm really serious when it comes 2 tis kind of thing ma... At tt point of time (in april), i gave myself 3 months 2 be certain of my feelings 4 her... Until 2 months ago (in august), i'm very certain tt i really like her. So since den, i've been tryin 2 make friends wif her... But dunno y there's juz no opportunity... Haiz... Cos everytime i c her she is always wif her friends... n when she's alone, i'm wif my friends... Well... i tink tt maybe we r not fated 2 noe each other ba... Anw, last time whenever i c her, she would always look into my eyes... n i noe tt she noes me in a way... But now, i tink tt she somewat noes tt i like her... n d situation now is rather embarassing... But tts not wat i'm worried most... Cos my best pals always like 2 ga jiao me n say tt i wanna jio her, so i'm worried tt she might get wind of it n misunderstand me n tot tt i really wanna jio her! If tts d case, it will be really embarassing... In any case, i'll wont do anything 4 now... I'll juz let Nature takes its course... If we r destined 2 noe each other, we will surely meet 1 day...
搞不清状况，在混乱之中。。。
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<Monday, October 16, 2006
The Judgement Day... D wait is finally over! At 1.30pm, we received our GP papers in the hall 1st... den followed by maths, chem, econs, physics n chinese papers. As i only need 2 pass 1 of my H1 subjects, i'm very concerned abt both GP n econs... But i'm more confident in GP den econs, so i was hoping tt i can do well 4 my GP...n noe wat? I really did! Yea!!! I was so happy lah...cos i actually scored a 'C' 4 my GP!!! Omg...i was really over d moon! hahaha =) 4 d rest of the papers after GP, i'm very confident. Cos i noe tt i'll pass my H2 subjects... but i've a feeling tt i may fail my econs. But in d end, i got a 'D' for my econs! Yea!!! It's was really really unexpected lah... hahaha... It's like suddenly everything went very smoothly 4 me... Although i'm a free thinker, i'm starting 2 wonder if God really exist? hahaha... Or shld i say, if miracle does exist in tis world? =) My Promo Results... Chinese A Maths B GP C Chemistry C Physics C Econs D Post Promo Result... I saw different reactions fr different ppl today. Some were jumping in joy, while some were crying in agony... Seriously, i'm really feeling sad 4 those who dint do well 4 their promos or cannot be promoted 2 J2 next yr... Cos i tink tt juz getting into NYJC alone is not easy le... N having come so far, if they hav 2 be retained, it's really heartbreaking... Cos it's like all d efforts tt they hav put into their studies during primary n secondary schools hav gone down d drain. Frankly speaking, tis is d last thing tt i ever wanna c at d time when d release of results was over. But i tink d worst is 2 part ways wif their classmates n best friends... Cos from den on, they may not get 2 chit chat, play n c each other so often le... Wat i'm tryin 2 mean here is tt it's really a very cruel thing 2 do lor... Well, 4 those who dint make it 2 J2 next yr, my heart really goes out 2 them... Hope they can find their niche soon n continue 2 pursue their dreams! Celebration Time! After tt at abt 5pm, i played bball wif my 'bball clan' again! hahaha... I tink tt playin bball, or doin anything wif my best friends, is 1 of my ways of celebration! Yea!!! hahaha... Anw, we had 2 unexpected ppl who joined us midway thru d game...1 of them is d Dance president teik ling (sorry if i got ur name wrongly) n d other one is d Physics Zai chee siong... hahaha... both 大有来头! Anw at abt 7.15pm, i was really tired le... So i went home after tt. Woot! Wat an eventful day i muz say!
There's simply juz too many things happening today...I really dunno where i shld start...Well, i tink i'll juz tell u wat i've been thru today... Happy... I guess happy is d word tt sums up d whole day. At 8.30am in d morning, i'm supposed 2 meet ys n tc at d coffeeshop outside d sch. But when i reached there, ys n tc weren't there. So i waited. Later, gwen gave me a hint 2 look behind. 2 my surprise, i saw tc's one! BUT...tc was late! Wat a pity man! I guess it's juz wasn't his day... Anw when tc come, she was gone. Haiz...poor tc...rushed all d way 2 d coffeeshop but dint get 2 c her...tc, u hav a bad day. At 9 to 11am, we were having pw tutorial...During d tutorial, me, ys n tc were having our guys talk (we can't do w/o it). We poured out our miseries n me n ys felt tt maybe we shld stop tinking of 'our ones'... Later, we decided 2 go out as a pw grp 2 hav our lunch at tt coffeeshop again. I'm still feeling abit listless at tt moment. Den...while walking down d stairs, tc kept hinting me 2 look down. I was curious, so i juz looked towards d direction his eyes were looking at. Den...wat happened after tt completely changed my mood in d day... I saw 'my one'! I was very nervous when i 1st saw her. Den, she suddenly saw me. At tt instance, my heart was pumping like hell...N i knew i muz look normal...So i tried very hard 2 look nonchalant at tt moment, n i actually did it! Den...tc actually went 2 approach her! I was very gan cheong, not knowing wat 2 do at tt moment... Every step tt i was taking towards her, my breathing gets heavier n heavier. Den, i was standing abt 1m away fr where tc was. So 2 be normal, as wat tc asked me to, i talked 2 ys. After a while, tc walked off. Den, wat happened next might juz be d turning pt in my life! As me n ys walked past her, ys made things easier 4 me by waving gd bye 2 her n her friend 1st...Den i oso did likewise so things wont appear 2 be too obvious. N... she waved back! Oh yea!!! I felt a sudden surge of chakra flowing throughout my body. I noe i've found a new meaning 2 my life! Woot!!! Later at abt 2pm, my sis n friends came 2 visit d sch! I was really surprised tt she actually came. So, i decided 2 meet them n show them d sch.As ys was feeling bo liao, he followed me n became d 'tour guide'. hahaha... Anw after tt at abt 4pm, i went back 2 help out in SS. N during tt time, i tried being a tour guide oso. It was quite fun n meaningful actually. Cos there was a time when there's a large crowd visiting our booth, den i hav 2 show d visitors around d room n explain some of d experiments 2 them. N noe wat? Actually i dint really noe much abt d procedures of d experiments i'm explaining 2 them. But i juz acted as an 'expert'. hahaha... So during d whole process, i realised tt i understand more abt d experiments. Yup! Oh ya... I missed out sth. During d afternoon, i 'juz happened' 2 c her performance! It was very nice really... i can c tt she has put in lots of efforts into d open hse. hahaha... After d open hse was finally over, we played bball until 7pm! hahaha... During d last part of d game i could hardly c d ball lor... But during some parts of d game i was pissed off by zy's violent behaviours... He always like 2 bulldoze his way thru n dint realise tt he injures ppl along d way. Hey zy, relax man! It's juz a game. Anw after tt, me, ys n tc had our guys talk again. hahaha...n we chit chat until 7.30pm be4 me n ys went home... So tts abt it 4 today...Yup!!! =) Reflection... I tink d ny open hse was a success! Cos i can c tt many visitors r rather enthusiastic in taking part some of d competitions organised by d respective CCAs... I tink everyone in ny played their parts well n it's really their efforts tt made d open hse such a success. D programmes planned out were organised n were carried out smoothly. Gd Job everyone! Anw, i'm really glad tt there's finally a 'breakthrough' between me n her... I really hope tt things can go on smoothly fr den on... Yup!!! =)
我今天度过了完美的一天。。。 真希望以后的日子可以跟今天一样。。。 那么我就心满意足了！ =)
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<Thursday, October 05, 2006
Woot!!! After 1 month of intensive revision d promo exams r finally over le... Yea!!! 4 d past 2 weeks i hav been mugging like siao...On some days i even stayed up till 3am 2 study lah... Wah... I seriously tink tt tis is d most stressful period in my life lor... I hav never tried revising exams until i hav 2 sacrifice my relaxing n sleeping time... Hais... Although d promo exams r over, some of d tests r demoralising. I hav problem passing my H1 subjects lor... N i tink tt there's a possibility tt i may fail both my H1 subjects n be retained in J1... haha... Sounds funny rit? Cos most ppl r only very worried abt passing their H2 subjects, but 4 me, i'm only worried abt H1 subjects. haha...tts y i tink i'm a weirdo lor... even my friends oso said tt... Anw... Promos r over... There's no point brooding over it... So lets hope tt i can pass my H1 n be promoted 2 J2 next yr ba! N oso hope tt all my friends can oso be promoted too! So now... It's time 2 relax n hav FUN!!! Yea!!! =)
