there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Saturday, October 21, 2006
Deep in thoughts... Here i am bloggin again... Many things happened within d past few days... Well, i tink i will start by sayin d more impt things 1st ba... Firstly, believe it or not... i tink i may... join dance! hahaha... even i oso cant believe it myself lah... not even in my dreams did i tink tt i'll consider dance as one of my CCAs. Well, i guess tt i'm somewat influenced by many ppl ba... Firstly, tc kept asking me 2 join dance... But at tt point of time, i dun really bother abt wat he said cos i noe i'm not a gifted dancer...n i dun hav any foundations whatsoever...Den, i started 2 realise tt dance society really need guys... Cos during d CCA talk, they actually tried 2 recruit more guys by putting on some performances as well as tryin hard 2 persuade guys 2 join dance! Later, i come 2 realise tt dance is one of d sch's niche CCAs... n it will reflect very well on d sch graduation cert by joining dance... Since den, i hav some thoughts abt joining dance... Not long after, on thursday i tink, wan teng (welfare rep of dance society), teik ling (president of dance society), n even miss tang ( teacher-in-charged of dance society i tink), asked me 2 join dance! They really asked me very sincerely 2 join dance... but i told them tt i really need some time 2 consider... Sorry gals... How i wish i can give u all a definite answer... but i really need 2 give it a serious thought... Cost-Benefit Analysis... I muz weigh d costs n benefits of joining dance before making a decision... n tts wat im doin now... hahaha... i noe it may sound stupid but i'm really tinking everyday if i shld join dance... Lets tok abt d cost 1st... As a member of d exco of Science Society, i noe tt i hav d responsibility 2 play my role well. I'm afraid tt by joining another CCA, i cannot cope with both of them well n may end up snapping like an overstretch rubber band... Ya... Cos if i were 2 join dance, i will really devote my time 2 it... n i'm afraid i may end up gettin too tired... Secondly, next yr is a very impt yr... so i noe tt next yr i'll will definitely be very occupied n i'm worried tt joining dance may affect my studies adversely. Yup! But after all, it's abt time management! Lets tok abt d benefits... So far, wat i can tink of is d sch graduation cert. A gd sch graduation cert is impt 4 job interview in the future (as said by a teacher). hahaha... So 4 now, d costs outweigh d benefits... Moreover, although i noe tt dance is not girly girly(as wat wanteng has said), i feel rather uncomfortable when comes 2 dancing intimately wif gals... Cos im those tradition n conservative type of person ma... tts y... hahaha... n i tink tt may be tis is one of d most impt reason tts holding me back from joining dance! anw i noe tt i will come up wif a decision soon... OP... Disappointing...is d word i'll used 2 describe my grp's presentation... I'm really really disappointed wif our performance on friday... We were all so unprepared... n d feedbacks were like... "too soft", "dun read from d scripts","unprepared"n so on... all were negative feedbacks... It really makes me tink tt wat i've been doin 4 pw so far are all useless... I noe tt on my part i dint present well oso... My tone was monotonous, but i'll try my best 2 change tt really... As 4 d rest, ys performed relatively d best, tc was not very prepared, n d gals dint noe their stuffs well enough... Haiz... But nvm... i'm very sure tt if we practise more times, we will perform 10 times better den tis presentation... I'm confident abt tt... So i hope tt my grp members wont be demoralised by d poor performance tis time round... i'm pretty sure we will bounce back! Yea!!! So c'mon, GoGoGo everyone!!! We r almost there le... tis is d very last hurdle tt we will need 2 overcome as a grp... so keep goin... dun give up ok! =)
