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Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Dance Training!!! Today... is my 1st ever dance training! Omg man... i dunno wat i'll be facing when i turn up there la... But nvm... i'm alrd prepared le... i will 咬紧牙关 no matter how tough d training is... hahaha...
Anw... i reached d sch at 1.50pm... n i was 5 min late la... Omg man... i scared later give d dancers bad impression sia... hahaha... Well... noe wat? I was d 1st guy 2 reach there la... hahaha... n i'm alrd consider quite early... cos there were only abt 6 gals who were earlier den me man... Yup!!! =)
So after i reached there abt 10 min later... a new guy called shaun shown up... Den... tc came oso... As d rest of d guys havent turn up yet... we did some stretchings 1st... As both me n shaun dunno wat 2 do... we juz followed tc lor... But i tink he oso dun really noe wat 2 do la... hahaha...
Anw... at 3pm sharp... d instructor, mr danny tan... reached le... Den... he wanted us 2 buy those swimming pants... i dun really noe how 2 describe it... but it's rather short la!!! Aiyo... but nvm... since all d guys will be wearing it oso... i wont feel so awkward wearing it!!! hahaha... =)
OUCH!!! Well... here's d painful part... At 1st... we did some bar works... Den i tink i'm d most jialut one la... I juz followed those standing beside me blindly... I really totally cannot catch all d 拍子 la... n i oso dun hav d "feel" when dancing la... tts y when i dance rit... i felt tt i'm very "dead"... very 死板板 de... Haiz... n i'm rather disappointed wif myself... Well... tis is d 1st training... so i tink maybe i shld juz give myself more time ba...
Anw... i tink i muz really thank all d dance ppl there la... Cos they were really very patient wif me... n were willing 2 put up wif my poor flexibility n coordination... Especially wanteng... who guided me while doin d barwork... peu... who teached me d steps... tc, kaiying n teikling... who helped me stretch...
Wa... they were really 很不客气 la... they really pulled n pushed my body n legs like hell la... N noe wat??? After tt i could hardly walk la... my inner groin was really really pain... Cos when i stretched tt time rit... i really went all out la... i've really reached my limit le... cannot go any further den tt le... if i go any further... i tink my 筋 will snap la... hahaha... Nevertheless... i still appreciated very much la... seriously... cos i noe they really tried 2 train me... n i'm really happy... Yup!!! =)
So... many thanks 2 those who hav helped me during d training! Yea!!! =) =) =)
After tt... danny (paiseh ar... i prefer 2 refer ppl by their names... more 亲切感! hahaha...) taught d guys some dance moves... n i still can't quite rmb all d steps la... But tc learn awhile den rmb most of d steps alrd la... Wa... he really 欺骗 me la... keep saying he very lousy... dunno how 2 dance... But after today... i really c he real potential n 实力 le... He's very pro la... learn awhile den can rmb all d steps liao... i learn so long oso can't rmb d steps la... i tink i really no 天分 in dance sia... hahaha... But i shall give myself more time n try my best ba! Won't 众望所归 de! Yup!!! =)
Painful... Well... i find d training quite tough... n d toughness is not sth tt i expect... cos initially i tot it is not as 吃力 n 辛苦 as badminton training which i've been thru in sec sch... n i was rit... but d thing tt is 出乎意料 is d stretching part... i really dint expect it 2 be so "painful" la... hahaha... i will use d word "painful" instead of "tough"... so i tink dance training is painful while badminton training is tough... hahaha... Yup!!! =)
Anw... i hav high pain threshold... so i can still take it... hahaha... But den ar... seriously it's really very pain la... i tink i really over-stretch myself le... I juz now applied Yoko Yoko on my inner groin le... but it's still very pain la... Tell u all ar... now i'm bloggin n rubbin my groin at d same time la... (Aiya~~~ pain pain pain...) Hmm... u all better dun laugh hor... dun gloat over my suffering man... hahaha =P
Disappointed... Haiz... d bad news is tt there'll be dance training tml again le... i mean i dun mind having trainings... but tis training was decided last min la... den i've alrd planned 2 go out wif my family 2 sentosa tml le... Den today they juz said... "tml got dance training ar"... n tts it man... there goes my sentosa outing... Haiz... once again... so 难得 la... both my mum n dad applied leave tml... den now cannot go le...
I'm seriously very disappointed la... It's like tis kind of occasion only happen 2 me once in a year... Well... now i tink tis year no more family outing 4 me le... Haiz... wat 2 do? No choice wat... hav 2 go 4 dance training... i can't afford 2 miss any of d trainings... I've alrd said once i join dance i will be very committed 2 it... So ya... I tink tis time round i can only blame my own luck ba... So "lucky" tt d dance training collides wif my once-a-year family outing... =( *sighing*
Well... 算了吧... tink so much oso 于事无补... cannot change d training date... Anw d dance ppl oso hav 2 sacrifice their holidays too! So when comes 2 tinking of tis... i dun feel tt disappointed... hahaha... =P... So ya... gonna rub my legs now le... if not tml dance training i sure die de... Yup!!! =) 完。
Casino Royale... I tried 2 wake up at 10am... but dunno y d moment when i opened my eyes... it was alrd 12 noon le... hahaha... Den... i immediately received ys msg... N he suggested d decent trio 2 go 4 a movie outing at J8... As we all were rather free n we wanna hav guys talk again... we met at 2pm at J8 GV... Surprisingly... tc n ys reached on time!!! hahaha... Wa... i seriously tink it's a miracle sia... =P
Anw... we decided 2 watch Casino Royale at 2.30pm... Well... overall d show was not bad... but i feel tt d climax is at d beginning of d show... d last part of d show was so-so only... n i tink it dint hav a gd ending... But still there's quite many scenes tts worth d money! Yup!!! hahaha... =)
Guys Talk... So... after tt... it's d much awaited guys talk in d library! Hooray!!! hahaha... Finally we managed 2 sit down together n hav a heart- to- heart conversation... We tok abt lots of stuffs... n thru d guys talk... i tink we all benefited alot from it... as usual... tts y we find tt it's a muz for us man... hahaha... D gd thing was tt after d tok... we were more clear of d direction tt we shld take in d future le... Yea!!! Especially 4 me n ys... we were focused 2 on our aims le... hahaha... =)
Today
Time 2 Get Serious... I woke up at 10am... but den i continued 2 lie on my bed till 12 noon... cos i was really tired... hahaha... Anw... i received a msg almost immediately la... but tis time round... it's tc le!!! hahaha... Actually d decent trio was supposed 2 meet 4 KBox today de... but i was too tired 2 wake up tt early... (hahaha... 4 半夜鬼 like me... it's consider early le...=P)
So... i met up wif them at 1pm instead at d amk central macs... After tt... we went 2 Four Season n Sportslink... hahaha... Well... u all guess y we went there? Hmm... i tink u will nv make d rit guess... Cos we were actually looking 4 tights!!! hahaha... both me n tc went there 2 c tights la... cos we intended 2 buy them a few weeks ago le... but den we dunno which one 2 buy... n oso we dunno d cost... hahaha... =0
So ya... we decided 2 get down 2 serious business n do some serious works... tt is 2 find out d price as well as which one 2 buy!!! hahaha =P... Anw... we dint buy any... cos of "chi- ching"!!! hahaha... But d funny part is tc actually go 2 d fitting room n tried wearing d tights la... n when he showed us he was so paiseh la!!! hahaha... tc... u r really a joker man! =P
KBox... After tt... it's KBox!!! Oh yea man!!! Tis is d most interesting part of today's blog man... i assure u all... hahaha =) Well... let me start off by saying tt tis is like one of d last outing tt d decent trio will go together as a clique during tis holiday!!! Haiz... bcos after tt me n tc will be very busy wif d dance trainings n everything le... n 4 me... i next week onwards almost everyday is occupied la... so ya... we decided tt tis shall be our last outing... *sobbing*
Well... as tis is our last outing... we decided 2 sing 2 our hearts content!!! Yup!!! So from d beginning, we sang JJ Lin's n Jay Chou's songs!!! N noe wat? We dint sing d style tt we always did... we were like so emotional la... or shld i say... crazy!!! hahaha... Throughout d whole time... we were like shouting n roaring instead of singing properly!!! hahaha... Especially when we comes 2 singing those rock n sad songs... n songs which reflect our thoughts n feelings... we were like goin bonkers la!!! hahaha...
Top 10 Classic Moments... Hmm.... so here's some of d best classic moments tt we had while singing... they r not in any order... so... ENJOY!!! =) (1)we all took off our shoes n anyhow sat on d sofa! (2)tc stood on d sofa when singing some of d songs! (3)i threw d mic at d end of d song! (too 疯狂 alrd =P) (4)i stood in front of d room n sing! (as requested... =P) (5)ys n tc singing duet alot of times! ( 深情对唱 somemore! =P) (6)we all shouted into d mics alot of times! (7)we sang super loud... so loud tt everyone who passed by peeked into our room! (i guess they r kpo... want 2 noe who is tt bunch of crazyppl!=P) (8)tc n ys kept shouting f*** u... k** n* n*... n some other profanities into d mics... which i shall not elaborate here... (lest they taint my decent blog! hahaha... jkjk =P) (9)childish tc kept using d mic 2 poke me n ys's *ahem* (Arhhh~~ Wa... 痛痛痛痛痛!!! *me n ys look down n sob*) hahaha... =P (10)we refilled d snacks 4 over 10 times!
hahaha... Yup!!! So i tink u all can imagine how crazy we were le... we sang until like tis is our last outing... n we juz 发泄 our 情绪... sang until we all no voice oso continue singing...
Time flies... Soon... it was alrd 7pm le... Den i was wondering how come no one come in 2 give us d bill when d time was alrd up... But den tc said we juz continue 2 act blur... say we dunno d time is alrd up... hahaha... Wat a cheapskate move by tc man!!! hahaha... jkjk... =P
So when it was 7.15pm... still no one came in... Den we started 2 find sth abit amiss... Cos they can't be so 好死 2 allow us 2 sing overtime w/o charging us more rit... hahaha... So wei le 安全起见... tc went 2 ask someone at d counter... Den... noe wat??? D person said tt no one need 2 use our room... so we can still continue 2 sing until 9 to 10pm!!! hahaha... =)
Omg man... At tt instance when tc told us me n ys really couldn't believe it la... Cos 天下 where got 这么便宜的事 de... So tc went 2 double- checked again... n it really was la!!! hahaha... So not wanting 2 错失良机... we decided 2 sing till very late!!! hahaha... Oh yea!!! It's so good la...
I tink next time if u all wanna go KBox rit... i recommend u all 2 go d amk branch one! Although d qualities of d mics n sound system r not very good... d snacks r fabulous!!! Much better den d KBox at Cineleisure! Oso... u can get 2 sing till very late la... i juz find tt it's really so 划算 lor... Yup!!! =)
Anw... after tt my mum sent me a msg... asked me wat time i'm goin home... den i realised tt she has alrd bought my dinner le... n it's really getting late... so i decided 2 leave at 8.30pm... Well... as d 2 of them very 讲义气... they oso left wif me... hahaha... So... we walked 2 d bus-stop... tc n ys took bus 76 home... while i walked home... Yup!!! =)
Decent Trio Forever!!! I tink d bond within d decent trio is very strong la... i tink even stronger den d C-C bond in diamond la!!! hahaha... n i really tink d happiest thing staying in NY is knowing d 2 other decents!!! hahaha... Although i'm still d most decent la... hahaha =P... I tink we will continue stick together in d many years 2 come man!!! Yea!!! =) =) =)
Reflection... Hmm... after chiong-ing homeworks 4 d past few days, i've completed most of them le... Now only left wif econs, d 1450 words essay assignment, n maths, d 3 school papers holiday homework. As 4 d rest i've finished liao... Yea!!! hahaha... Feelin sooo happy whenever i tink of it... =)
Anw, i've stopped doin homeworks for 2 days le... bcos i went out quite alot of times during d weekend wif my mum n sis as usual... n i oso no mood 2 do them le... I'm somehow sick so doin them man... hahaha... =)
Now... I juz wanna lie back n relax again... Anw i'm rit on track man... I've actually worked out my time management 4 tis holiday mentally le... hahaha... N noe wat? I actually intended 2 finished all my homeworks by next fri... But now... i've alrd completed most of them le... n i'm actually faster den wat i've planned out!!! hahaha... I tink i muz really really thank tt "thing" once again man... hahaha... =)
Tips... Oh ya... 4 those who always hav problem wif ur time management, feel free 2 ask me k! hahaha... Well... here's a tip 4 u all... n i personally feel tt it is very effective! Tell u all ar... 4 me rit... i dun plan my time management by drawing out d timetable... i plan it mentally! Yup! Trust me! Cos i 过来人... n tis is my experience...
If u write out d timetable, u tend not 2 follow it after a few days... Tis is wat i've been thru... So... i plan everything mentally... n it only takes me abt juz 10min 2 do so la! Basically i dun manage my time by d "hour-to-hour" system... I feel tt d more precise u planned, d likelihood of u following d tabletable is low... cos when u dint finish wat u plan 2 do within d time u allocated 4 urself... u'll somehow hav d mentality of "Aiya... heck la... lazy 2 change d timetable..." gradually... u will not follow d timetable...
So... u shld plan something in such a way tt u dun restrict urself... like " i'll finished my homeworks by d 2nd week"... u tend 2 finish on time... 4 me... i wanna spend my time wisely... so everytime when i wake up... i tell myself d things i will do today... For eg... " i'll finished my maths tutorial today"...
But dun plan 1st wat time u wanna do it... u juz hav 2 rmb tt u muz finished maths tutorial 4 today... den u juz do wateva u feel like doin in d day...
Den... tis is d most impt part... there is sure some parts of d day where u feel sian or nth 2 do... tis is d time when u will tink "sian ar... nth 2 do now... wat 2 do"... den u'll rmb tt "oh ya... i need 2 do maths tutorial!"... Yea... den u'll somehow automatically hav d mood 2 do! hahaha... Even if u r fully occupied on a particular day... nvm! Juz tell urself u will do it d next day... cos u r still on time... d deadline is d 2nd week!
See!!! tts y if u dun restrict urself too much... u will feel tt u r still on time... n tis will keeps u goin everyday until u finished all ur works! Of course... sometimes u may exceed d deadline a little... but it's still ok... Yup!!! =)
Anw tis is my tips la... n it works well 4 me... but if u alrd can manage ur time well den tts gd la... i'm juz sharing how i manage my time so well wif those who hav problem managing their time! hahaha... U all can try 4 one week 2 test if it works 4 u!!! Yup!!! =) *Note: Effectiveness not 100% guaranteed! =P*
Relax... So now... i can finally slow down abit le... n i can resume back 2 my usual day of.... (1) waking up late/ waking up early 4 breakfast at J8 LJS wif mum n sis (2) goin out wif my sis/ slackin at home in d afternoon (3) watching tv at nit (4) bloggin/ online chattin wif friends till midnit
hahaha... 迟睡迟起... i tink tts wat we call 恶性循环 ba! hahaha... actually i really wanna sleep early n wake up early de... 所谓“早睡早起身体好”... but i've alrd 养成 tis 坏习惯 le... n it's very hard 2 change la... cos of d biological clock... hahaha... Well... I will really try 2 kick away tis bad habit next week le... be it as difficult as asking compulsive smokers 2 quit smoking... (hahaha... i noe it sounds abit 夸张)... I will 凭着 my 毅力 2 扭转 my biological clock! hahaha... =)
Change? Anw... after wat tc has told me ytd... i reflected upon whether is there a need 4 me 2 change anot... Well... it's really 一言难尽... so i tink i'll juz briefly tell u all wat causes me 2 tink tis way ba... Basically tc told me tt i'm too shy... n always very quiet in front of d dance ppl... tts y it's very difficult 4 them 2 tell or inform me anything abt dance... Well... i tink tt maybe wat tc said is true... but i really hope d dance ppl or anyone can understand me k...
Firstly, those ppl who knows me will know tt i'm not those ppl who r as 外向 as tc or ys de... nor am i those 内向 kind of ppl... i'm more of d average... I'm quite quiet in front of those ppl who i'm not very familiar wif cos i dunno wat 2 say ma... i mean... it's like dun really hav any 话题 2 tok abt ma... cos we dun even noe each other tt well... Ya...
But once i'm familiar wif d ppl, i'll tok quite alot n oso like 2 joke alot la... hahaha... Well... i tink as 4 tis all my friends who noes me 4 some time will definitely noe de... Yup!!! =) So tc... i noe u 用心良苦 want me 2 blend into d dance clique quickly... but i tink tt tis kind of thing needs time one ma... if i suddenly 混进去 i'll feel abit weird la... somemore it's very hard 4 me 2 be in d conversation when d dance ppl r having gals talk la... hahaha... tis is especially true when i'm d only guy la... n it will make me feel abit left out in their conversation... Yup!!! So tc...I finally understand wat u meant by u feel left out in dance last time le!!! hahaha =)
Anw... juz 顺其自然 ba... no hurry man... there'll be lots of opportunities 4 me 2 get together wif d dance ppl in d future wat... n i'm pretty sure tt wif my pleasant character... i will be able 2 click very well wif them in no time de!!! hahaha... Yea!!! =P ...So tc... dun worry k! N oso... i will not change... tis is juz me... n i like myself 4 wat i am now! Yup!!! hehehe =)
Finally... So 4 those ppl... esp dance ppl... if u find me dao or even someone who has 自闭症... hahaha... pls give me or urself some time k! hahaha... I'm sure we can get along well together when we r more familiar wif each other... Yup!!!
Well... most imptly, still hope tt u all can always keep me updated on everything related 2 dance tts happening now k!!! Be it trivial or wat... juz inform me k! Cos i really wanna noe more abt dance... n wanted 2 be part of d family quickly... But ytd after i asked tc den i realised tt there's many things which i dunno la... hahaha... heng ar... luckily i asked... if not i'm still oblivious of everything tts goin on la... hahaha... So ya... so tts all i hav 2 say today... 完。
请给我多一点时间吧! 希望我们将来能够相处得很融洽! =)
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4:54 PM
<Friday, November 24, 2006
Summary of d day... After these few days, i'm finally back 2 my usual self le! Hmm... or shld i say, i'm no longer feeling moody le! Yea!!! hahaha... Anw, after d sch has called me many times 2 remind me 2 collect d dance performance tickets 4 Science Society, i dragged myself 2 d sch in d afternoon despite it was raining...
Upon collection, i wanted 2 meet up wif d members so tt i can pass d tickets 2 them. But... all of them backed out during d last min... all of them hav different excuses... Haiz... Well... now wat? I had 5 tickets wif me now... wat am i supposed 2 do wif d 4 extra tickets? I wanted 2 return d 4 extra tickets 2 d sch, but was rejected la... One of d office lady in General Office juz asked me 2 take all d extra tickets... So... i juz take lor... anw i dun hav 2 pay for them... so not my 损失... hahaha =P
When i reached home, i realised tt gwen has forgotten 2 help me reserve a ticket! Omg... i've asked her on fri le... but she has forgotten abt it... Aiyo... actually i intended 2 sit wif d dance ppl de... tts y i purposely asked her 2 reserve one 4 me... Haiz... but nvm la... cos teik has alrd submitted d name list le... so it's still too late...
Well... 4 a moment, i tot tt i'll hav 2 watch d performance all by myself... Wa... so sian... Den... suddenly an idea struck me... Knowing tt ys is very outgoin n knowing tt he is confirm free one, i asked him 2 go wif me... hahaha... In d end, me ys n tc met up at amk central 1st before setting off 2 kallang...
Upon reaching kallang mrt station 7pm on d dot, some dance ppl has alrd reached there le... Anw, after 拖拖拉拉 4 quite awhile... until abt 7.30pm... we finally made our way 2 d indoor stadium at long last! Yea!!!hahaha... i'm quite excited la... cos tis is d 1st time tt i've been 2 d indoor stadium la!!! hahaha... i noe i'm abit swa-gu la... but dun laugh or 嘲笑 me hor... =P
As tis is d 1st time i go 2 d indoor stadium... i went 2 explore abit... hehehe... once again... dun u all laugh hor... hahaha...Well... as i hav extra tickets wif me, d 3 of us sat together... n we were sitting quite a few rows behind d dance ppl...
Dance Performance... Anw, at abt 8.30pm, d performance finally started! Yea!!! Well... truth be told, i dun really understand wat d whole performance was abt!!! hahaha... I tink probably it's too artistic 4 me ba... even ys n tc oso dun understand lor... hahaha... Anw... i kept fidgeting throughout d performance... n d fun part is... although we were told tt food n drinks are not allowed into d seating area... we kept sharing n eating sweets during d performance la... hahaha... den tc kept sms-ing 2 SOMEONE... which at d end of d day he realised tt he has been sms-ing 2 d wrong SOMEONE!!! hahaha... very funny lah... tc... i seriously tink u r a joker la... Well... as 4 more information, i tink it's better 2 ask tc 2 elaborate more ba... it's rather inconvenient 2 say here... hahaha... =P
Anw... after d performance has ended, it was abt 10pm le... Omg... by d time i reach home it will be arnd 11pm alrd lor... Oh man... i guess tis is d 1st time tt i return home so late la... hahaha... Well... luckily i've alrd 向 my mum 交待 tt i'll be home very late le... if not she sure reprimand me de... =P
So... after tt... tc went off wif d J2 dancers 2 eat... while me n ys followed d rest of d gal dancers 2 take mrt 2 go home... Initially, d group was quite big... but after one stop n another, d group was becoming smaller n smaller... Den... ys alighted at amk station... n d group was left wif me wanteng n d 2 cheeky gals hui chun n cheng... hahaha... =P
Anw... me n wanteng alighted at yck station... n den i realised i hav juz missed my bus 76!!! Haiz... no choice... hav 2 wait 4 d next bus... hahaha... Anw... had a good chat wif her while waiting 4 our buses 2 come... Den... her bro wanna fetch her home... so she went off 1st... Wa! So 好命 la... got bro can fetch her home... 真羡慕... hahaha... Anw... i shall learn driving in d near future so tt i can oso fetch my sis home!!! hahaha =)
Finally... i went home after tt... n reached home at abt 11.20pm... so here i am blogging... gonna sleep very soon after tis le... *yawns* ...tired tired... kk... 不说了... gtg sleep now liao... cya ba!!! =) 完。
好棒耶!!! 我终于早回自我了!!! 真是开心极了!!! =)
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11:58 PM
<Tuesday, November 21, 2006
What's tt "thing" !!! Haiz... These few days i felt moody... n i dun really noe y... I juz feel like staying at home d whole day n not doin anything... I tink something is wrong... something is seriously wrong wif me... Haiz... So exactly wat went wrong man... I'm not sick... i'm not troubled by anything... nor i am having some problems... Well... i really juz can't point out wats wrong lor... I only noe tt there's sth tt keeps weighing on my mind... but no matter how hard i try... i juz cannot figure out wats bothering me so much nowadays...
So these few days, not wanting 2 feel bothered, i tried finding things 2 do juz 2 keep myself occupied... i hope by doin so it would keep my mind away from d "thing" tts bothering me... den i won't 胡思乱想... I juz kept watching tv n doin homeworks d whole day... n i dun really noe if i hav spent my time wisely anot... I'm lost... i'm completely lost... I juz simply dun hav a slightest clue of wat i'm doin now...
Being a very decisive, rational n well-planned person i am, tis is really d 1st time tt i'm facing tis... Usually after 打坐... i will be able 2 see d light n resolve any problems tt i encounter... no matter how tough d problems are... But now? Aiyo... i really dunno y lor... cos d problem now is i dun even noe wats bothering me in d 1st place! hahaha... Stupid as it may sound... i tink i really need 2 relax myself n slowly tink thru again... tink thru wat i've been doin during tis yr... Well... i guess i will really need 2 spend some time tinking thru all tis...
Anw, i'm not feelin down or wat k... juz tt i'm feelin kinda frustrated cos i cannot figure out wats bothering me ma... i noe definitely tt there's sth impt tts weighing on my mind... so impt tt it keeps bothering me every sec... Aiyaya... how can i not figure out wats tt "thing" man!!! hahaha... Well... i guess probably it's bcos i'm too eager 2 find out wat is it ba... probably i'm too 心烦气躁... den 一时之间 cannot figure out wat is it... Yup!!! Anw being d 冷静 me, i'm very sure tt i will be able 2 unravel tis knot in my mind very soon de... hahaha =)
Well... looking on d bright side, i tink tis "thing" may not be a bad thing after all! hahaha... cos rit... i've been trying 2 keep myself occupied these few days by doin homeworks ma... although it did not help much 2 stop d "thing" from bothering me! hahaha... But noe wat??? I've completed all my maths n chem tutorials le!!! Hooray!!! hahaha... I'm feelin sooooo happy whenever i tink of tis... hehehe... now i only left wif gp n econs holiday homeworks le... Fast rit! hahaha... So... i tink at d rate which i'm goin now, i shld be able 2 complete all d holiday homeworks at d end of tis week le!!! Yea!!! =)
Hmmm... so 4 d next few days, i shall continue doin my homeworks ba!!! Cos whenever i tink tt i can fully relax n concentrate on dance trainings after i hav finished all my works... it juz spurs me on 2 do my homeworks!!! hahaha... =)
So... after realising tt doin homeworks wont keep tt "thing" from bothering me, i will 打坐 tml again... hahaha... i noe tt it may sound funny ok... but u all dun laugh or 暗笑 hor... tis is a very impt n serious thing 4 me man... hehehe =P... Anw, i will continue tis routine until i found d answer!!!
So everyone... i'm sorry if i dint turn up 4 any outings tis week... cos i really feel rather 烦躁 these few days... being constantly bothered by tt "thing"... n i dun wanna affect ur mood ma... So ya... I really really wanna figure out wats tt "thing" on my mind 1st... cos if i noe wats tt "thing"... i won't feel bothered anymore! Yup!!! So forgive me k... i really wanna spent tis few days at home... juz 2 find an answer 2 tis! hahaha... =) 完。
Reflection... After making my decision 2 join dance on 3rd Nov, here i am tinking again if i shld really join dance! Haiz... It's not tt i'm 婆婆妈妈 or wat... Juz tt after wat gwen has told me on friday, it made me reconsider whether i shld join dance anot... Well... in case u all r wondering y i had 2 reconsider my decision of joining dance... i shall tell u all how exactly i feel ba...
Basically, gwen told me exactly d same thing tt d newbies were supposed 2 noe during d dance meeting on friday, which i ponned... So she filled me in on all d stuffs tt i was supposed 2 noe after tt... Well... FYI, there were abt 8 guys besides me who r oso interested in joining dance... so tts a gd news... hahaha... cos got more guys means tt me n tc wont feel so 凸出... Yup! =)
Dance Audition Anw, d bad news 4 me is there will be a dance audition... n d deadline of joining dance is d 20th Nov... Haiz... as wat i've always said, i really dun hav any dance foundation or talent whatsoever... n i oso noe tt d dance instructor is rather strict... he wants ppl 2 go wif their feels when they dance... Feel? Do i hav it when i dance??? I really dunno... Being abit realistic here, i may not be able 2 make it thru during d audition...
Well, d good news is tt apart from tt, i tink i can cope well wif d tough trainings... hahaha... I'm pretty sure tt i can take it de... Cos i hav undergone 地狱般 de badminton trainings during sec sch... n i'm sure tt no trainings can be tougher den wat i've gone thru last time... Moreover, if tc can take it... i oso sure can take it de! hahaha =P
Oso, i noe tt dance requires lots of commitments n discipline... hahaha... believe it or not... tts even better lor! hahaha... Cos all along i've always been very very 自律 n commited in everything tt i do! Yup!!! So even if it does not requires lots of commitments n discipline, i will oso totally commit myself into dance de... Yea! tts me!!! =)
Re-consideration... So seriously, during d process of conducting my CBA, i've alrd consider all these factors le... like coping wif studies n dance trainings at d same time... coping wif d toughness of d training... meeting pre-requisites of joining dance... other benefits n costs of joining dance... which in d end, i've come 2 a decision of joining dance as benefits>>>costs! =)
I feel tt as long as i plan out my time management well next yr as well as putting in more efforts into building up my dance foundations, the factors tt hold me back from joining dance would be reduce greatly le... although there r some left like dancing intimately wif gals... But still, d conclusion is... benefits>costs!
I've really tink it thru seriously whether to join dance anot everyday since d day which i said i would consider 2 join dance... n i've really consider all d factors le... even as detailed as "if i really join dance, how much do i hav 2 spend on buying d attire?" ... n as far as " if i join dance, how would i look like if i were 2 perform in front of everyone during d SYF?" hahaha... being d careful n meticulous me, i've always tink very very carefully before making any decisions...
But, i wan wan ye mei xiang dao there's an audition! Omg man... how could i miss this out when i was doin my CBA! It's so impt la... Gosh... Cos it's like if i can't even pass d audition, den there's no need 4 me 2 tink so far ahead alrd... It will be pointless... Haiz...
Anw, it has alrd been decided tt there will be an audition. Although gwen has told me not 2 worry... i juz can't help it but 2 wonder if i can really make it thru d audition... Well... no point brooding it... worry so much oso 于事无补, cos it's alrd 已成定局 le... Anw, in any case, d benefits still outweigh d costs... Oso, i've alrd made up my mind 2 join dance le... n i will not 反悔 de... nor will i 敷衍 my friends! Juz tt i feel tt d dance audition is like an obstacle tt hinders me from joining dance now... So i am not too sure if i can join dance anot... Yup!!! =)
To: Dance Exco So ya... now 2 give an answer 2 all d dance exco members... cos i missed d meeting wif u all... so i shall tell u all d answers regarding all those qns tt u all hav posted 2 d dance newbies during d meeting... So... now i shall recall all d qns from wat i rmb ba... If i miss out any impt answers or dint answer 2 ur qns, pls forgive me k! hahaha...
Why i decided 2 join dance? Hmm... actually there r quite a few reasons... but most imptly is cos of SGC ba... Cos i really wanna hav a outstanding SGC!!! Yup!!! =) So i've chosen 2 join another cca... As 4 y i wanna join dance, it's bcos i feel tt dance is d best compared 2 other niche ccas in tis sch ba... Yup!!!
Do i hav d commitment n discipline? Of course lah!!! I'm always very 自律 n committed in everything tt i do de... Yup!!! So when comes 2 these 2 pre-requisites, i will hav no prob one! I will definitely be able 2 meet these pre-requisites! I noe i cannot dance well, but i will try my best... Won't 众望所归 de!!! =)
Am i prepared 4 d tough trainings? As wat i've mentioned earlier, i'm very sure tt i can take it one de... No sweat... I noe tt it's tough... as in having 2 juggle both studies n dance well at d same time... it really is draining n difficult... But again, i'm prepared 4 it... No matter how tough d training may be, ONE THING is 4 sure... i will not quit dance halfway during d training! hahaha... so... bring it on k! =)
Making preparation... So now, i hav an obstacle 2 face... tt is d dance audition. hahaha... stupid as it may sound... but i really can't help but 2 worry if i can pass d audition anot... I somehow juz can't get tis outta my mind... Hmm... i tink it's bcos i'm not confident abt it... cos i noe i can't dance well... Haiz... Well... i tink d most practical thing 2 do now is not worrying, but 2 start making preparations 4 it!!! Yup!!!
So dancers, u all muz wish me gd luck k! Hope i can pass d audition ba!
Well... from tml onwards, i shall start 2 do some stretching 4 abt 10 mins everyday 1st... den hope tt things can slowly proceed from there on... Yup!!! So 4 now, i juz wanna pass d dance audition n oso not forgetting... completing all d holiday homeworks... hahaha... paiseh ar... i noe it's abit 扫兴 2 mention homeworks now... but ya... i still muz complete them as much as i hate 2... this is reality... i muz start 2 gear up 4 'A' level next yr le... Yup!!!
Anw, since i've alrd dampened ur mood, let me further give u all more stress! Noe wat? I've completed all my maths tutorials now le... Only left wif gp holiday compre assignments, econs essay n chem tutorials! hahaha... Yup!!! =P
So... GoGoGo everyone!!! Buck Up!!! Start making preparation 4 J2 next yr le... If u r still in ur 'dreamland' or 'gameland'... it's time 2 wake up le... Juz endure another more yr n u can return back 2 ur 'watevaland' le!!! Yea!!! =)
祖我好运!
完。
我必须再三思。。。 确定我的选择是百分之百对的!
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<Friday, November 17, 2006
塞翁失马,安知非福 Today, i went 2 sch early as usual n met ys n roddy in d canteen. We chatted 4 awhile... After tt, i saw wanteng n chatted wif her 4 a short while... Den, i realised tt i actually need 2 attend d dance meeting today lah!!! Wa... noe wat? Ytd tc told me tt only d exco members need 2 attend tis meeting... He said i dun need 2 go... n i was so happy lah... Cos my dad was free today... n knowing tt i was free in d afternoon... he booked a room in kbox from 2-7pm!!! It was so 难得 lah... Cos my dad is a 大忙人... n he could hardly make time 4 d family... So ya... i was really really looking very much forward 2 goin 2 d kbox...
Haiz... Juz at tt moment when wanteng told me tt i Muz go 4 d meeting, i was feelin very sian lah... Haiz... But nvm... I wont blame tc de... He juz misunderstood d msg tt was sent by teik... n after reading d msg, i oso kinda feel tt d msg is tryin d say tt only exco members need 2 attend! hahaha... Anw, luckily i asked her in d morning, if not i would really juz went off straightaway after d chem lect! hahaha... if tt really happened, things would be jialut le... cos d dance ppl would surely tink tt i'm irresponsible... n i would surely give them a very bad impression one de... Yup!!! hahaha... so i tink maybe it was a blessing in disguise after all!!! Anw, as i really dun wanna give it a miss, after chem lect, i told teik abt it... n she was understanding enough 2 let me go! Yup!!! So... d next thing is... i'm on my way 2 amk kbox 2 meet my family le!!! =)
Kbox! I rushed from sch straightaway after i 交待 teik tt i was goin off... n met up wif my family a short while later... I arrived abt 30 mins late... But i still managed 2 sing a lot of songs! hahaha... D 1st song tt i sang was Energy's "爱失控"... As usual, as my 嗓子 haven warmed up yet, i ran out of tune again... hehehe... quite expected of me...=P
After singing for abt 5 songs, my 嗓子 finally 开了! Since den, i was able 2 sing quite well (tis means tt i only 跑音 a few times! =P) Anw, as i always like 2 自我挑战, i purposely 挑 those 高难度 songs!!! hahaha... Although i noe u all might tink tt i'm being 不自量力... n 自取其辱 by choosing all those challenging songs... I juz simply enjoy singing tis type of songs! Cos i would feel a great sense of achievement whenever i managed 2 sing 1 challenging song w/o running out of tune! Yup!!! =)
Moreover, my family was very supportive of me! They gave me endless encouragements n said tt i've made tremendous improvement!!! hahaha... =) Although making improvement, my singing now is still lousy... hahaha... so i tink u all can roughly guess how bad my singing was last time! hahaha... =P
Anw, i'm very determine 2 work on my singing techniques... I won't give up de... I will juz keep tryin until i can sing well... Yup!!! Although it's an uphill task 4 me, i noe tt i will be able 2 sing well in d near future de! As d saying goes "天下无难事,只怕有心人" ... I believe tt i will achieve tis goal one day as long as i keep tryin... Yup! Who might noe? I might be d next JJ Lin!!! hahaha... paiseh... 发明星梦 now... =P
Aftermath... Anw, i was very high today! So i sang so many songs until i lost count! hahaha... I sang songs by Tank, 曹格, 南拳妈妈, 周杰伦, 王力宏, 信乐团 etc... hahaha... All these songs either d pitch very high or hav alot of 虚音... =P After singing d 信乐团's song, i totally lost my voice le... Since den, i could hardly tok... Well... i tink i'm 自讨苦吃 ba... I can only blame myself 4 landing myself in tis plight ... *pouting*
Now, i'm 哑巴 le... n i cannot really tok n tell anyone abt my feelings today... So here i am bloggin... ba all my feelings typed chu lai! hahaha... i noe tis may sound funny... but ya... i'm telling d truth... Oops... or shld i say... typing out d truth!!! hahaha!!! =) 完。
我会不断地练习。。。 在唱歌方面下苦功。。。 相信很快就能达到目标!
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<Thursday, November 16, 2006
Back!!! Yoyoyo!!! I've finally regained d mood 2 blog le... so here i am bloggin again... Yup! Anw, these few days i had 2 go back 2 sch 2 attend d holiday lectures... Surprisingly, i dun feel tt sian... Usually, i would feel tt i'm being compelled 2 go back 2 sch during holidays. But tis time round, i was somehow in d mood 2 study! hahaha... I was very attentive during all d lectures n i understood most parts of d lectures! Oh yea man! I feel tt i'm ready 4 'A' level next year le... hahaha =)
Summary of the day... Anw, physics lect was cancelled, so i only had 2 attend chem lect today. Yea!!! I can wake up later today man... Woot! Well, met up wif tc n ys 4 breakfast in d morning at d coffeeshop... n as usual, i'm d most punctual one... n i was d 1st 2 reach there n had 2 wait 4 them once again... Haiz... Well... I'm kinda used 2 it le... hahaha =P
Attended chem lect later... but i could hardly focus during d lect cos i slept at 3am ytd! Yup! So i was rather listless during d boring lect... Nevertheless, i was still able 2 learn sth out of d lect... hahaha...
BBall!!! After lect, me n ys went 2 canteen 2 slack while waiting 4 tc 2 finish discussing his dance stuffs... Den, me n ys went 2 play bball wif lincoln n co... tc joined us shortly after tt. During d beginning of d game, i was on fire man! I juz felt a surge of energy flowing in me n i was able 2 dribble n shoot well! hahaha... I've made quite a few nice shots as well as making some excellent assists... ys was in his usual 状态 ... while tc was out of form...
Anw, me n tc played until it was abt 12.30pm when we stopped playing n decided 2 go 4 dance... Omg!!! How can i be late 4 d 1st dance training! I seriously felt very bad... Cos i played until i dint keep track of d time... Anw, tc went 2 d canteen 1st 2 find d dance ppl... n den realised tt dance training was cancelled... I heard it was bcos d MPR was used 4 other purposes n cannot be used... Ya... Although i was lucky tt i dint give d dancers a bad impression rit from d start, nevertheless, i still feel very bad 4 forgetting d time... So dancers... i assure u all i wont be late 4 d next training k! Yup! tts my promise... i wont 敷衍 u all de... Ok! =)
After tt we continued playin bball... but i was very very sway sia... Of all time, my shoe spoilt... Haiz... Den i can only sit there n watch them play... how sad... =( Anw after tt ys had 2 go home 1st... so me, tc n cheng went 2 d coffeeshop 2 hav lunch together. N noe wat? Cheng was so tired tt she slept while me n tc were eating prata!!! hahaha...
That's what friends are for... Anw after tt, we accompanied her back 2 sch 2 meet her soccer friends... Den, tc hands were very itchy n he wanna go com lab 2 use com... So being the most 讲义气 buddy i am, i accompanied him 2 d com lab... Later, we went 2 d library 2 use com... tc was bloggin n playin some online games... while i was revising some lect notes as i was bored... D library was very very quiet la... i tink only abt 10 ppl in d whole library at tt time!!! Anw, i learn n understand more abt d lect notes when i was reading thru them... Yea!!! I tink tts wat we call 温故知新 ba! Well... I feel tt at least i dint waste my time there! Yup!!! I did sth useful n used my time wisely man... hahaha... I really 提 myself 感到自豪 lah... I feel tt i'm very 自律 n is rather good in planning out my time management! Yup! =)
Anw, as i was reading thru d gp holiday compre passages, i was feelin very very exhausted... i really wanna KO at tt point of time... den i really fell asleep on d sofa! Somemore wif all d gp passages in my hands lah! hahaha... lucky no one saw tt... heng ar... if not 破坏形象! =P Anw after i woke up, tc juz finished bloggin le... Den, he realised tt he couldn't published his blog! hahaha... oh man... he was very pissed lor... he was cursing n swearing profusely... cos he spent abt an hour bloggin... n he tot tt everything was gone! hahaha... Anw, he managed 2 retrieve everything tt he had typed n managed 2 published his blog... hahaha... Wat a relief 4 him man! Anw after tt, as tc was very touched tt i stayed wif him till abt 5+, he taught me how 2 include links in blog as well as many other stuffs which i can't really rmb... hahaha... Anw, i appreciated it very much! Thanks tc! IT zai ar... hahaha... Anw, we had abit of guys talk before we went home... 完。
必须做好准备。。。 迎接新的挑战!!!
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<Sunday, November 12, 2006
康复了!!! Here i am bloggin again! hahaha... Hmm... Actually 4 d past few days i was down wif a serious flu... So i dint really do anything over d weekends. =( Well, d good news is... I hav recovered le!!! Yea!!! I'm feelin great now... Anw, i shall tell u all wat i did during these past 3 days ba...
On friday, I stayed at home during d whole day. I juz spent my day watching tv, listening 2 musics n doin some homeworks... hahaha... I tink most ppl would find it boring... But seriously rit... I kinda enjoyed it!!! hahaha... I seriously missed those days when i can really relax myself d whole day... Not bothered by anything... Life was so carefree... Haiz... Since studying in JC, tis is really d 1st time tt i can really relax my mind n everything... I really enjoy staying at home sometimes... I feel tt i'm free from all d troubles n everything in d outside world... So over d weekends, i did exactly d same things. I really hope tt d time can slow down 4 now... I juz wanna enjoy every minute tt i'm having now... But... i noe tt wat i'm enjoying now will only last until d next few days... Cos starting from next tue there will be holiday lectures again... which means tt school life will hav 2 resume again... n i will once again be trapped in d vicious cycle of (1) waking up early (2) goin 2 school in d morning (3) doin tonnes of homeworks n revision at nite (4) no time 2 rest (5) Back to (1)... Oh man... i guessed i will be trapped in tis cycle 4 abt another yr... Haiz...
乐观... =) Anw, 我认命... 我毫无怨言... I noe tt i will definitely hav a very hectic life next year... which means no tv and no relaxing time... Well, i'm rather optimistic... 1 year 一眨眼 jiu over le... So i'm prepared 4 it... Next year no matter how tough d challenges are, i will persevere... i will 勇于面对... 决不退缩! I will always hav d spirit of "C'mon... GoGoGo!!!" wif me... hahaha... =) Yea... tts me!!! =P 完。
"我早就该习惯没有你的夜~ 勇敢的面对... " - Tank " 三国恋 "
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<Thursday, November 09, 2006
OP is over! Finally! At long last, i can 把 pw 抛在后头了!!! Woot!!! I'm feeling extremely happy n relieved at d moment... I can finally forget abt chinese n pw now le! Everything is alrd over le! Yea!!! =) After putting so much efforts into pw, i hav finally completed it le... Doin pw was really really tedious.... especially when comes 2 doin WR... I had 2 sacrifice my time n sleep juz 2 complete it. Well, it was an arduous journey, but we still managed 2 overcome all odds n complete tis journey as a grp... I salute u... NY090! hahaha =) =) =)
Anw, i had my OP today. Actually my grp was supposed 2 present at 12pm de... but d accessors pushed it forward to 11am... which is better. We were d last grp 2 present...n i dunno whether if it's a gd or bad thing. Nevertheless, we watched 3 grps presenting before reaching our turn. Therefore, i find tt being d last grp, we benefited by learning some things tt we shld n shld not do. Before our turn, we alrd got d hang of how d Q&A was like. Hence, we were rather calm when it was our turn 2 present.
Before we started presenting, we were asked 2 stand in order according 2 who is presenting 1st. When standing there, there was pin-drop silence... n all eyes were on us. However, we were not stage-fright. We were very calm... especially me! hahaha... Seriously i feel tt tis is d 1st time tt i was feeling so calm during a presentation lah! So while ys was speaking, i heard tc said his heart beating very fast... while d gals dun looked really calm. So, i kept telling them: "relax man...no sweat...GoGoGo!" hahaha... i was really tryin my best 2 calm them down. In d end, we all did very well. All of us were very prepared n our presentation was really smooth i muz say! Gd job NY090!!! U all hav really performed very well! I'm very very proud of u guys n gals man! hahaha... i tink wat we've hav been doin as a grp 4 d last 8 months was fantastic! There were times when we quarrel, laughing, suaning, seriously brainstorming ideas n having fun together. Tinking back, i missed d gd old days we had together. I really enjoyed being in tis grp, especially wif ys n tc of course! hahaha... I will nv forget those times when we had fun man! =) Well, everything is over now...
Celebration! After we finished our OP, it's time 2 celebrate! Yea!!! hahaha... So we went 2 d coffeeshop outside sch 2 hav lunch together as a pw grp. N noe wat? Ys actually treated d whole grp! Omg man... i really can't believe he will treat us lah. Knowing him since sec sch, tis is d 1st time i saw him treating ppl. hahaha... Well, i guess he muz be too high alrd lah... I guess there's 2 main reasons ba... 1st, d OP was finally over... 2nd, he's goin out 2 celebrate n watch movie wif *ahem*... hahaha... it's rather inconvenient 2 say here ar... so i shall not elaborate on tt... Anw, later ys went off 2 Cineleisure 2 catch 'The Grudge' wif *ahem*... leaving me n tc behind... Haiz... Well, we were kinda used 2 it le... so we were very understanding n dun wanna be 电灯泡. hahaha... =P Anw, we decided go home ourselves after tt...
At tt moment, i juz feel like singing... " Lonely... I feel so lonely... I hav no family... All on my own... AH~~~" But i shall not sing tis song, cos d pitch is really really high... If i sing tis song, den i tink it's better tt u all cover ur ears ba... hahaha =P
Anw, I've been suffering from serious flu since ytd. But i endure n come 2 sch today. Throughout d day, i had runny nose n my throat oso abit sore. So i was feeling rather 无精打采 d whole day. Nevertheless, i still presented well during d OP! hahaha... I tink i was really lucky la... Cos while i was presenting, i was feelin much much better! Heng ar... 谢天谢地!祖宗保佑啊!!!hahaha... If not i surely won't be able 2 present so well de...n everything wont' go so smoothly 4 me as well!=) 完。
伤风伤风远离我。。。 别像冤鬼缠身缠着我!!! 啊啊啊~~~~~~~~~!!!
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<Monday, November 06, 2006
Reflection... I've made d decision 2 join dance le... Tis may sound funny or even a joke 2 some of my friends... Cos all of my friends noe tt i'm those sporty type of person... n dance is certainly not suitable 4 me. Who would have expected me 2 join dance? Seriously, i oso can't quite believe it. All along, i've only enjoyed watching dance... but not enjoying dancing! Nor do i hate dancing... hahaha... Tis is bcos i dun hav d dance 细胞 n i usually took very long 2 learn all d dance steps... Tell u all sth... I dun really noe how 2 dance a simple dance like d O2 dance!!! hahaha... sounds like i cannot dance 4 nuts... But anw, today tc told me sth encouraging. He told me tt d ppl during O2 dint teach well... n most ppl oso dun really noe all d dance steps. hahaha... thanks tc! =) I feel tt im not tt 没天份 in dancing le... hehehe =P
Anw, i've really consider very carefully before making tis decision. Firstly, i feel tt there's no harm tryin a new cca as long as it does not affect my studies. Believe it or not... i've mentally planned out my time management 4 next yr le... n i tink i'll be able 2 cope well wif both my ccas as well as my studies. Next, i feel tt currently i dint really do much 4 my cca- SS. So i hope tt by joining dance, it will reflect well on my SGC. Now, some maybe asking...Y choose dance out of so many ccas? Well, i tink it all started during d cca workshop ba... I saw d dancers putting up a performance n i found it quite nice. Oso, i find tt dance is d best compared 2 rest of d niche ccas in sch. Yup!!! Most impt, it was some of my friends n dancers who sincerely asked me 2 join dance... tt was when i really started 2 慎重 de consider whether 2 join dance anot. Yup!!! =)
Anw, i've alrd made my choice le... I believe tt if i really practise n train hard... i will learn how 2 dance n stretch! If tc can do it, i can do likewise oso!!! hahaha =) I'm a fast learner... so i tink i'll be able 2 learn those dance steps if i really wanna put efforts into learning them. Yup!!! hahaha... anw, i feel tt i still got alot of catching up 2 do... i dun hav any dance foundation... n juz stretching alone is not 一朝一夕 can learn de... So ya... dansez-le... or ppl from dance... I'll try my best 2 catch up wif u all ba... But u all muz oso guide me hor... k! So... hope we can work together towards winning d gold award in next yr's SYF ba! Yea!!! hahaha =) KBox... Today i woke up at 10.15am n i immediately rushed 2 amk mrt station 2 meet up wif d rangers. Initially, i tot i was d latest cos i was abt 10min late. But when i reached there, i realised tt i was not d lastest! d gals were later den me man... hahaha... Anw, we reached d Cineleisure KBox at abt 11.30am!!! Oh no... We were late!!! hahaha... But nvm... we still decided 2 sing our hearts out! Anw, today i tink i abit too hyper! Well... i guess i made use of tis chance 2 发泄 ba... hahaha... I ran out of tune 4 most of d songs i sang... hahaha! Paiseh ar... i've alrd warned u all tt my singing will surely put u all off... but u all still insisted me 2 go! hahaha... anw, thanks 4 putting up wif my awful singing k! hahaha... tts y i very seldom go KBox n sing... If i go, i'll go wif my family or very close friends only... Yup!!!
Anw after tt, we went 2 an arcade n slack there. I only played 4 awhile... most of d time i was only watching ppl playing!!! hahaha... Later, me n cheng went off 1st. As 4 wat happened 2 d rest of d rangers at orchard next, i'm not too sure le... So ys... u care 2 elaborate? hahaha... Well, i had fun today... but at d same time im worried abt sth... tt is not able 2 tok during d actual OP which is juz a few days away!!! hahaha... cos now im really losing my voice le... So really hope i can regain my voice soon... if not i'll hav 2 present using 手语 le!!! =P 完。
So everyone... Best of luck 4 OP ba!!! =)
我心已绝,不易被动摇。
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<Friday, November 03, 2006
Dance!!! After doin my CBA 4 abt a month, i've finally came 2 a conclusion le! I've decided 2 join d dance family le! Yea!!! hahaha... Seriously ar... i dint expect myself 2 join dance lah... Last time i only enjoyed watching ppl dance but i wan wan ye mei xiang dao i'll join dance one day! hahaha... Firstly, i dun hav any dance foundation or talent... i'm juz a dance newbie... tts y i've nv consider 2 join dance... Next, i oso scared i dance wrongly den 出丑... very malu... hahaha... Anw, i'll 尽力 ba... I'll try my best... But if i really dance until very jialut pls forgive me ok!!! hahaha... So tc... i'll join u soon le... now u wont be d only guy in dance le... hahaha... So dun feel stress ok! =) So d ppl from dance... muz show me d ropes ok!!! 请多多指教!!! =) Chinese 'A' Level... Today d chinese papers were rather easy i muz say... Overall everything went quite smoothly during d test... d only thing was tt i spent too much time on writing my essay... i spent like 1h 40min on my essay la... den i had 2 chiong my paper 2 like siao in d end... But luckily paper 2 was rather easy... So i can finished d paper juz in time! hahaha... Anw after tt i asked my mum (her chinese is superrrr zai!) 2 help me check my answers... Den i realised i got all correct 4 those short answer qns n mcqs!!! Oh Yea!!! I really dint expect myself 2 get all those qns correct la... cos some of d qns quite tricky ma... hehehe... i tink maybe i'm lucky ba... =) Anw no more chinese now... D 痛苦 is finally over le! Hooray!!! So after OP, it'll time 2 open champagne n celebrate le!!! hahaha... Anw, i still hope tt i can score an 'A' for my chinese... n of course, hope tt all my friends can do well oso!!! Ok!!! =) Rangers Outing... After d chinese papers, i met up wif power rangers again! This time round, we went somewhere new. We went 2 d Prata House at upper thomson road! hahaha... we ordered 10 plain pratas... 2 cheese pratas... 3 iced milos... 2 teh beng... n 1 sotong bryani... n d total cost was $17 exactly!!! hahaha... Anw after our meal, actually i wanted 2 go home... but d rangers insisted 2 go somewhere n slack... Den kaiying n tc kept ga jiaoing me... They kept saying many "things" juz 2 persuade me 2 go... As i dun wanna be a spoil sport, i went wif d rangers 2 J8 2 catch The Covenant. Haiz... Seriously ar... at tt point of time i'm feelin abit sleepy n sian... Actually i'm not really in d mood 2 watch a movie la... Imagine sitting in d cinema 4 abt 2 hrs w/o moving... ARGH!!! I juz feel like sleeping lah... tts y i dun really like 2 go cinemas n watch movies... During d movie, i kept fidgeting... hahaha... cos i not used to sitting at a place w/o moving ar... Anw... i will only watch those movies which i tink are really nice... n really worth my money n my precious time... N of course... c who's my company! Yup!!!So, i prefer 2 buy vcds n watch movies n home... Yup!!! tts me... i enjoy staying at home n watching tv d whole day! Anw, luckily d movie was not bad... n muz "thank" kaiying 4 ga jiaoing me when watchin d movie... if not i tink i may fall asleep le... hahaha... =P So after watching d movie, i decided 2 go home... den d rest oso decided 2 go home... only ys wanted 2 go citylink... den tc anything... dunno whether wanna follow ys anot... N noe wat? Both of them were really 婆婆妈妈 la... They had 2 consider 4 abt 15 min before coming 2 a conclusion whether they wanna go citylink together la! hahaha... Sounds gay rit? Anw, in d end ys juz went citylink himself... den tc n me went home together... 完。
我决定加入了!!! =) 希望我的选择是对的!!!
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10:11 PM
<Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Tight Schedule... I'm back bloggin le! Yea!!! hahaha... 4 d past few days i've been kept very occupied. First, i hav 2 prepare 4 my pw group's OP rehearsals... Next, i hav 2 help my sis n her friends wif their revisions 4 'O' Level, which is starting next week... Also, i hav 2 prepare 4 d chinese 'A' Level exam which is on tis coming fri! WA!!! Tis week i'm really up 2 my neck with revisions n preparations 4 exams. Anw after next wed i'll be totally free from chinese n pw le! Hooray!!! Now... i juz can't wait 4 next wed 2 arrive... cos after tt, i can really relax n 松口气 le... Crucial Period Of Time... During tis period of time, i'm still tryin 2 complete my CBA... It's really a tough decision... but i noe tt i'll hav 2 make a decision soon le... So i tink most probably i'll give d dance ppl my answer as 2 whether i'm joining dance anot on tis fri after chinese 'A' Level!!! Yup! hahaha... Although today teik ling n gwenny hav told me tt d deadline 4 dance is until d end of november, i feel tt i shldn't drag anymore. I've alrd consider whether 2 join dance or not 4 abt 1 month le... n i'm in d process on completing my CBA le... So... tis fri would be a very impt day 4 me! D chinese 'A' level as well as d decision whether 2 join dance or not! =) Summary Of The Day... Today i woke up at 6.30am n reached sch at abt 7.10am. Upon reaching there, i realised tt d sch was very empty... only den i realised tt today there's no morning assembly! Crap man... i shldn't hav woke up so early today... I tink i'm really a blur sotong la... hahaha... Anw, after submitting d GPF in LT4 in d morning, tc asked me n ys 2 go help him carry some dance stuffs... Actually i oso dunno wat 2 carry at tt moment, but i juz followed wanteng 2 d MPR... At d MPR, me, ys n tc were supposed 2 help 2 carry d boxes 2 CCA room 3... but den they very lazy la... juz kept asking me 2 carry d boxes... only later after tt they started 2 take d initiative 2 carry d boxes. hahaha... Oh ya... btw there's one box which i carried was quite heavy la... At first when i carried it i felt ok... but as i slowly walked out of d MPR n climbed up d stairs, i gradually felt tt box was heavier n heavier... den now my hands abit 酸... hahaha... i guess it muz be i too long dint exercise alrd... tts y now like one 'lao ah beh'... hahaha... hmm... juz as well... i'll treat tis as an exercise ba! hahaha... Anw after tt met up wif power rangers after my group's OP rehearsal... But as we were abt 2 go, it was raining very heavily... So we juz sat at d canteen n chit chat while waiting 4 d rain 2 subside... At tt time, d rangers were forced 2 listen 2 tc's "美妙的歌声"... Oh... spare me d agony tc! I was studying chinese when u were singing lah... hahaha... =P Anw, after d rain stopped, i followed d rangers 2 serangoon central macs before i went home... 完。
Best of luck for all those taking H1 'A' Level Chinese tis friday ba! =)