there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Sunday, November 19, 2006
Reflection... After making my decision 2 join dance on 3rd Nov, here i am tinking again if i shld really join dance! Haiz... It's not tt i'm 婆婆妈妈 or wat... Juz tt after wat gwen has told me on friday, it made me reconsider whether i shld join dance anot... Well... in case u all r wondering y i had 2 reconsider my decision of joining dance... i shall tell u all how exactly i feel ba...
Basically, gwen told me exactly d same thing tt d newbies were supposed 2 noe during d dance meeting on friday, which i ponned... So she filled me in on all d stuffs tt i was supposed 2 noe after tt... Well... FYI, there were abt 8 guys besides me who r oso interested in joining dance... so tts a gd news... hahaha... cos got more guys means tt me n tc wont feel so 凸出... Yup! =)
Dance Audition Anw, d bad news 4 me is there will be a dance audition... n d deadline of joining dance is d 20th Nov... Haiz... as wat i've always said, i really dun hav any dance foundation or talent whatsoever... n i oso noe tt d dance instructor is rather strict... he wants ppl 2 go wif their feels when they dance... Feel? Do i hav it when i dance??? I really dunno... Being abit realistic here, i may not be able 2 make it thru during d audition...
Well, d good news is tt apart from tt, i tink i can cope well wif d tough trainings... hahaha... I'm pretty sure tt i can take it de... Cos i hav undergone 地狱般 de badminton trainings during sec sch... n i'm sure tt no trainings can be tougher den wat i've gone thru last time... Moreover, if tc can take it... i oso sure can take it de! hahaha =P
Oso, i noe tt dance requires lots of commitments n discipline... hahaha... believe it or not... tts even better lor! hahaha... Cos all along i've always been very very 自律 n commited in everything tt i do! Yup!!! So even if it does not requires lots of commitments n discipline, i will oso totally commit myself into dance de... Yea! tts me!!! =)
Re-consideration... So seriously, during d process of conducting my CBA, i've alrd consider all these factors le... like coping wif studies n dance trainings at d same time... coping wif d toughness of d training... meeting pre-requisites of joining dance... other benefits n costs of joining dance... which in d end, i've come 2 a decision of joining dance as benefits>>>costs! =)
I feel tt as long as i plan out my time management well next yr as well as putting in more efforts into building up my dance foundations, the factors tt hold me back from joining dance would be reduce greatly le... although there r some left like dancing intimately wif gals... But still, d conclusion is... benefits>costs!
I've really tink it thru seriously whether to join dance anot everyday since d day which i said i would consider 2 join dance... n i've really consider all d factors le... even as detailed as "if i really join dance, how much do i hav 2 spend on buying d attire?" ... n as far as " if i join dance, how would i look like if i were 2 perform in front of everyone during d SYF?" hahaha... being d careful n meticulous me, i've always tink very very carefully before making any decisions...
But, i wan wan ye mei xiang dao there's an audition! Omg man... how could i miss this out when i was doin my CBA! It's so impt la... Gosh... Cos it's like if i can't even pass d audition, den there's no need 4 me 2 tink so far ahead alrd... It will be pointless... Haiz...
Anw, it has alrd been decided tt there will be an audition. Although gwen has told me not 2 worry... i juz can't help it but 2 wonder if i can really make it thru d audition... Well... no point brooding it... worry so much oso 于事无补, cos it's alrd 已成定局 le... Anw, in any case, d benefits still outweigh d costs... Oso, i've alrd made up my mind 2 join dance le... n i will not 反悔 de... nor will i 敷衍 my friends! Juz tt i feel tt d dance audition is like an obstacle tt hinders me from joining dance now... So i am not too sure if i can join dance anot... Yup!!! =)
To: Dance Exco So ya... now 2 give an answer 2 all d dance exco members... cos i missed d meeting wif u all... so i shall tell u all d answers regarding all those qns tt u all hav posted 2 d dance newbies during d meeting... So... now i shall recall all d qns from wat i rmb ba... If i miss out any impt answers or dint answer 2 ur qns, pls forgive me k! hahaha...
Why i decided 2 join dance? Hmm... actually there r quite a few reasons... but most imptly is cos of SGC ba... Cos i really wanna hav a outstanding SGC!!! Yup!!! =) So i've chosen 2 join another cca... As 4 y i wanna join dance, it's bcos i feel tt dance is d best compared 2 other niche ccas in tis sch ba... Yup!!!
Do i hav d commitment n discipline? Of course lah!!! I'm always very 自律 n committed in everything tt i do de... Yup!!! So when comes 2 these 2 pre-requisites, i will hav no prob one! I will definitely be able 2 meet these pre-requisites! I noe i cannot dance well, but i will try my best... Won't 众望所归 de!!! =)
Am i prepared 4 d tough trainings? As wat i've mentioned earlier, i'm very sure tt i can take it one de... No sweat... I noe tt it's tough... as in having 2 juggle both studies n dance well at d same time... it really is draining n difficult... But again, i'm prepared 4 it... No matter how tough d training may be, ONE THING is 4 sure... i will not quit dance halfway during d training! hahaha... so... bring it on k! =)
Making preparation... So now, i hav an obstacle 2 face... tt is d dance audition. hahaha... stupid as it may sound... but i really can't help but 2 worry if i can pass d audition anot... I somehow juz can't get tis outta my mind... Hmm... i tink it's bcos i'm not confident abt it... cos i noe i can't dance well... Haiz... Well... i tink d most practical thing 2 do now is not worrying, but 2 start making preparations 4 it!!! Yup!!!
So dancers, u all muz wish me gd luck k! Hope i can pass d audition ba!
Well... from tml onwards, i shall start 2 do some stretching 4 abt 10 mins everyday 1st... den hope tt things can slowly proceed from there on... Yup!!! So 4 now, i juz wanna pass d dance audition n oso not forgetting... completing all d holiday homeworks... hahaha... paiseh ar... i noe it's abit 扫兴 2 mention homeworks now... but ya... i still muz complete them as much as i hate 2... this is reality... i muz start 2 gear up 4 'A' level next yr le... Yup!!!
Anw, since i've alrd dampened ur mood, let me further give u all more stress! Noe wat? I've completed all my maths tutorials now le... Only left wif gp holiday compre assignments, econs essay n chem tutorials! hahaha... Yup!!! =P
So... GoGoGo everyone!!! Buck Up!!! Start making preparation 4 J2 next yr le... If u r still in ur 'dreamland' or 'gameland'... it's time 2 wake up le... Juz endure another more yr n u can return back 2 ur 'watevaland' le!!! Yea!!! =)