there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Saturday, December 30, 2006
Depressed... I'm too depressed 2 blog or do anything during these few days... so ya... my apologies... But i'll try 2 recall as much as possible abt wat happened during d past few days ba...
Wednesday
Worst Day Of My Life 1st day of intensive dance training... Some DSA gals joined us...
Had training n cca bazaar rehearsal till 7.30pm...
I was feeling physically tired during d day...
Upon reachin home at night... 2 major 打击 struck me... n i was both emotionally n mentally hurt... =(
One was at 11.30pm... where a major problem arose in my family... n i stayed up till 3am plus 2 try 2 solve d problem... but 2 no avail...Well... 家丑不可外扬... so i shalln't elaborate...
Next was at abt 12am... where a msg i've received sent a massive blow directly at my heart...
I can only say i really couldn't take these blows... they r juz too hard 4 me 2 take... n wat can be worst den both striking at d same time...
Haizzz... well... maybe i'm always too 吊儿郎当 le... n i've nv really encounter a real problem in my life... tts y heaven is playin cruel tricks on me ba... giving me a lesson... giving me my 1st n hardest setback ever... =(
Thursday
精神恍惚 Dunno wat 2 say... can only say tt i was totally not my usual self...
Throughout d whole day... i was physically dancing in d hall... but my soul was drifting somewhere distant... Too troubled n depressed...
Well... i tried very hard 2 conceal my unhappiness... i really dun want my mood 2 affect d other dancers' performances... But... no matter how hard i tried 2 act or put on a cheerful front... it was still apparent 2 many ppl...
So ya... i only told tc abt it... n he's d only one who truely understand how i felt at tt time... Well... still muz thank all d guys who really showed concern n tried 2 cheer me up... Yup!
Anw... very very sorry kaiying... i accidentally slipped n made u fell... It's really not tt i wasn't focus... it was juz tt i was really too exhausted... Haizzz... in any case... it was still my mistake... Sorry a thousand times...
After tt... we had cca bazaar rehearsal... n i accidentally injured my hip bone badly... Haizzz... i guess it was really d worst day tt i ever had in my life... T-T
As usual... dance training from 9am to 4pm... n after tt was rehearsal 4 cca bazaar till abt 7pm...
We bathed after tt n had MacDonald's 4 dinner together later on...
Here is d funny part which i like d most during dance camp... Me, aloysius, gerald n lao da were too bored... den we set up a "Rain Production"... where we used our hp n tried 2 film a movie!!! hahaha... Initially me n gerald tot of d kissing scene in d Spiderman movie... where kirsten dunst kissed spiderman in d rain... den we tried 2 act out d scene!!! =X... hahaha... it was really very er xing sia... both of us couldn't take it man...
Rain Production After tt... aloysius joined in d fun! We filmed more n more movies of our own!!! There were 'Star Wars'...'黄金甲'... 'Scream'...'Death note'...n even '赌神' !!! I like one scene in 'Death note' where d robber banged onto Kira(played by aloysius) n he took out d note from his wallet n wrote down d robber's name!!! =P...WA!!! It was really very cool la!!! I tink lao da really did a very good job in filming d movie sia!!! hahaha...
WoWoWo... now comes d box office movie... '赌神'!!! It's a battle of daidi between L n Kira!!! lolz!!! hahaha... It was damn hilarious sia... All of us really couldn't take it... Tis time round... aloysius played L... not bcos he is smart... bcos he is as white as L!!! =P...hahaha... gerald took d role of Kira...
The conversation was d funniest part... L spoke wif japanese accents... Kira: "你杀我 ling bei 我要更你赌命!!!" (fierce tone) L: "我杀你 ling bu... 不是 ling bei" (calm-looking) Kira: " 我不管。 Showhand!!!" (pushing a few bars of chocolates on d table as if they r money!) L: " Checkmato (Japanese accents)." (follow Kira)
In d end... L lost n he died...
hahaha... overall it was very lame sia... but nevertheless it was really fun la!!! We kinda enjoyed acting very much all of a sudden n we start 2 hav thoughts of joining drama club! =X
Ghost stories at 12am... n michelle can really see ghosts!!! =X
Anw... after tt all d guys, hui chun n sharon went 2 d parade square at 2.30am... n guess wat we wanna do??? We wanna see ghosts!!! =X... cos we heard NY is kinda haunted... so we wanna try our luck!!!
Until abt 3.30am... we still did not see anything... so we juz went off n sleep...
Saturday
Hooray!!! Finally... last day of intensive dance training!!! =)
As usual... danny spent more time on d choreography section...
Same routine... juz tt today teikling was feeling very unwell towards d end of d training...
We all showed danny our cca bazaar dance... n he was rather impressed! So ya... i believe all of us will perform well on d actual day itself de!!! Yup!!! =)
So ya... i'm feelin much better now wif d encouragements n supports from d guys... really thanks alot... especially tc, aloysius, gerald n lao da!!! =)
Hu~~~ well... life goes on... i muz look forward... i only hav 2 things in my mind now... tt is studies n dance!!! No more other distractions le!!! hahaha...
So... dansez-le... muz really take good care of urselves k... u all really deserve a good break after putting in so much concentration n efforts during d intensive trainings...
Well... i hereby wish u all speedy recovery 4 those who r injured... finish ur hw in time 4 those who haven't complete yet... n of course... stay happy!!! =)
大家照顾身体。。。 要好好保重哦。。。 =)
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8:11 PM
<Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry X'mas!!!
Eve... Went out wif my mum n sis 2 people's park instead of orchard today!!! hahaha... cos we last week juz went orchard 2 see d lightings alrd... so we were goin 2 people's park during d christmas eve!!! =)
Hmm... nth funny particular happened... but i tell u all ar... people's park now 洋溢着 chinese new year de 气氛 alrd la!!! hahaha... i could c stores selling chinese new year stuffs n playin new year songs!!! WA... i was abit surprised 2 c tt lor... cos x'mas not even over yet... n many places r still counting down n waiting eagerly 2 celebrate x'mas!
Anw... we bought some nice shirts... n we spent d whole afternoon looking 4 sth which i do not want 2 specify here... ahem... cos it's meant 2 be a surprise 4 someone de!!! Yup!!! =P
After tt... supposed 2 meet up wif d rangers 4 clique outing at orchard 2 c d lightings de... but i last min had 2 go out wif my family 4 dinner... so i had 2 give d rangers outing a miss!!! =X... Very paiseh ar rangers... pang-sehed u all again le... Guess i can only wish u all Merry X'mas here!!! =)
Well... i wanted 2 cut my hair after dinner de... but d barber shop juz closed when i reached there!=( ... Haizzz... Guess i hav 2 wait till next tue 2 get my long hair cut...
So ya... nth much 2 say... can only say tt i did sth really meaningful today... it's regarding sth which i've bought in d afternoon de... n i spent my night doin tis meaningful thing while counting down 2 x'mas!!! =)
X'mas Day... Went 2 my hse nearby coffeshop today 2 hav breakfast wif my mum n sis... We ate pratas... n i realised tt d pratas r very crispy n nice la!!! lolz!!! I live here so long le now den realised tt i can actually find nice pratas juz near my hse!!! hahaha... I tink i really too long dint go 2 any coffeeshops near my hse there 2 eat le... =X
Anw... we dint go out today... which is a strange phenomenon especially 4 pro shoppers like us!!! hahaha... cos we went out too often during these few days... n after considering tt today sure many ppl would go out de... we decided 2 stay at home! =X
So... we spent d whole afternoon together watchin tv!!! We watched 金田一 at 12pm... n den 一公升眼泪 at 3pm... Hmm... I kinda miss 金田一... cos it was one of my fave show last time! 一公升眼泪 is a very very sad drama... it's abt a schoolgirl wif strong character tio a terminal illness... n she's very optimistic n tries very hard 2 battle against d illness... Tis show is based on a true story... so it's really very sad...
Tell u all ar... my mum always cries w/o fail whenever she watched tis drama la!!! Today is d 8th episode le... so tt means she cried 8 times le!!! hahaha... cos my mum is those very 感情丰富 kind of person... so she would cry whenever she watched those touching or sad shows!!! =X... So ya... i tink she would really cry 一公升的眼泪 if she collects all her tears after watching tis show!!!
Anw... i was meddling wif my new handphone after tt... tryin 2 familiarise wif all d functions!!! hahaha... oh ya... i've juz subscribed a new line a few days ago...n i've gotten a new handphone no!!! So... now i'm currently using HiCard... n i'm tryin 2 waste my money so i can use my new phone!!! =P...
PS: free feel 2 call or sms me now!!! =)
So ya... I've received n sent out many good wishes messages ytd!
But still... I hereby wish u a MERRY X'MAS!!!
Hope tt tis msg... ehh... no no... blog... can brings LOVE n JOY 2 u!!!
圣诞节快乐!!!
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12:30 AM
<Friday, December 22, 2006
Futile... Dance training today from 10am to 6pm...
I met up wif tc at d usual coffeeshop at 9.15am 4 breakfast... Needless 2 say... we had prata as usual... hahaha... After tt... we went together 2 d staff room 2 collect d console key from Miss Tang... or shld i say... Mrs Soh! We had a short chat wif her... n we tried our best 2 persuade her 2 approve d dance camp next week...
However... it was futile in d end... She said lots of stuffs... but basically y she dun really allow d camp is bcos it's too rush n oso d sch is alrd planning 2 hav a camp 4 aesthetic cca in march... So ya... NO dance camp!!! But... there may be dance clinic!!! =X
Drained... After all of d guys gathered... we started d rehearsal 4 our dance! Again... shaun did not turn up... I guess there'll definitely be lots of catching up 4 him 2 do next week sia...
Anw... we taught tc wat we hav learnt so far 1st... n after tt we juz kept practising n practising n practising... we tried very hard 2 improve n refine all our movements... hahaha... D good thing 4 today is tc is finally back... so we guys can finally worked out on our formations le!!!
D formations were slightly different today... cos 4 d past few days 2 or 3 guys were MIA... so very difficult 2 work out all d formation nicely... Anw... we've worked out n finalised many nice formations today... n i tink overall d dance is not easy man... cos i tink d 拍子 is abit fast... den we guys always got problem catching d 拍子during some parts of d song... =X
Juz catchin d 拍子 alone took us d whole day 2 learn la... n we still can't quite catch d 拍子 towards d last part of d dance... hahaha... Anw... d dance was quite xiong sia... but nevertheless i tink it was really very nice la!!! I tink our guys dance is better den d gals dance man! hahaha... =P
Mini Soccer... Well... me,tc, aloysius n gerald did sth lame again today... After lunch... lao da n chee kian went 2 library 2 go online 2 check out some nice dance moves... Den... d 4 of us rested a while... n we played soccer using floorball again!!! =P
Tc was d keeper... while me, aloysius n gerald kept switching our positions... It's damn funny la... cos we juz anyhow play... it was like whoever takes d ball shall take d role of a striker... den d rest will defend! hahaha... So basically we all juz anyhow rammed... As expected... aloysius tried sliding again... hahaha...
Played towards d end of d game... aloysius n tc changed positions... Den noe wat??? Tc juz anyhow tackle ppl one la! He juz kept lying on d ground n tried 2 sweep d ball away wif his legs la!!! hahaha... Very siao la... Well... tts him la... Always doin lame things de... HAHAHA... =P
After lao da n chee kian came back... we continued rehearsing again... At tt time... we've finally came towards d last part of our dance le... We juz had another 32 拍子 2 go!!! So... we learnt a few more formations n continued practising until it was abt 6pm... Den... we called it a day!!!
Good job guys!!! N oso muz thank lao da n chee kian 4 their help during d past few days!!! =)
Anw... i went together wif tc, chee kian n lao da 2 d bus stop... Had abit of guys talk as usual... n of course... they tok abt me again... hahaha... Anw... they went off 1st to J8 to hav dinner... while i went home after tt... Yup!!!
Again... lao da n chee kian came 2 help us wif d guys dance! However... only me n aloysius turned up today sia... cos tc still in church camp... gerald gone 2 work... n shaun was still uncontactable... So... it was rather difficult really 2 continue choreographing d guys dance... especially when comes 2 d formation part...
Anw... me n aloysius did some stunts using tables n chairs at 1st... hahaha... noe wat??? We even attempted 2 do handstand n baby freeze on d tables la!!! What's more??? We tried 2 experiment some stunts using tables n chairs! There's was one move where d both of us were standing on d opposite sides of a table... den we ran towards d table... n while aloysius was sliding thru d table... i was jumping over d table!!! hahaha... Can u imagine how niceee it looks!!!
Anw... we were sooo lame tt whenever we failed... we would say..."请拨打 1900-112-****... 来支持我们! 帮助那些 blah blah blah blah blah..."... hahaha... it was like we were performing some stunts on d charity show la!!! HAHAHA!!! =P
After tt... it was d xiong part... we kept practising non-stop... n we tried very hard 2 sharpen our movements... i tink we like dunno practise how many times juz on d intro of d song alone la!!! hahaha... Well... we really made alot of improvements man... thanks 2 d guidance of lao da n chee kian!!! They r really great man!!! Thanks alot!!! =)
Anw... we added in quite a few steps which i tink were really very nice la!!! It made me suddenly feel like i'm Rain n 罗志祥 le!!! hahaha..=P... Well... tell u all ar... me n aloysius were really really sick of d song alrd la... Cos chee kian kept telling us 2 practise practise n practise... n he kept repeating d song again again n again...
WA!!! Both of us were like... "Oh man... not again... pls spare me d agony..." I tink we hav d phobia of hearing tis song sia... cos after tt whenever we go... be it toilet or anywhere outside mpr... we can hear d song... "show me d money u've got... ..." Wth la... Tis song juz keeps playin in our head sia... really sick of it... =X
Oso... when we hear tis song... we always felt tt our butts r sticking to d ground sia... dun feel like moving... hahaha... But when we hear d Rain's "I'm coming"... WA... we would automatically stood up n dance!!! hahaha... We felt energetic when we heard d part when it says... "Are u ready Rain?"... n we would try 2 dance like Rain!!! hahaha... =P
Anw... at abt 5.30pm... d gals went off 1st... while all d guys n teikling stayed a little longer... we guys rehearsed d one last time before we went off... At d end of d day... i muz say tt me n aloysius really put in lots of effort sia... we were really very tired... n d most impt thing is... we really improved alot n hav shown some good results man!!! Woohoo!!! Good job man!!! =)
Btw... when i walked down d stairs or even walking home tt time ar... i felt my body got alot of groove la!!! It was like my body has d flow when walking down d stairs la!!! WA!!! Siao liao la... i tink i really dance too much hip hop these few days until i got tt 'hip hop spirit' in me now!!! =X YoYoYo!!!
BBQ @ Pasir Ris Anw... received a call from cheng hong n kaiying... they kept persuading me 2 go 4 their BBQ... Initially i really dun wanna go de... cos i was feeling abit tired n sian... But den ar... when i tink of someone's future ar... den no choice la... muz go sia... hahaha... =P
So... i ate dinner at home 1st before meetin up wif ys at pasir ris mrt station... It was 8pm when i reached there... n den we took bus 354 to d coasta sands resort at d Downtown East...
Upon reaching there... cheng n her friend brought us in... Den... me n ys saw quite alot of unfamiliar faces there... so we both were feelin abit weird... When we went into d room... we saw kaiying... n we sat down on d floor n watched 绝对 Superstar wif them... We were served chocolates n bacons!!! hahaha... =)
After tt... we went out 2 d BBQ pit n try 2 serve ourselves... Den saw one guy... he was quite friendly... but dunno his name... he served us wif bacons n otahs!!! Den... me ys n kaiying had abit of rangers talk while eating... I was still feelin abit sian at tt moment...
Anw... i helped kaiying BBQ-ed some chicken wings... n cheng learnt how 2 poke chicken wings!!! lolz!!! hahaha... Well... i created some opportunities though... nv failed my mission... hahaha... jkjk... In any case... things r looking better now... So ya... i believe there'll be more progress in d future sia... hahaha... =P
Reprimanded =( After helping cheng 2 clear up d BBQ pit area... it was alrd 10.45pm le!!! Omg man... it was damn late sia... Den... me ys n kaiying's friend went off 2 take mrt together... After tt... me n ys dropped at amk station... n parted ways... By d time i reached home... it was 12am!!! =X
WA!!! Before i even opened my hse door... i noe tt i'm screwed sia... cos i 交待 my mum tt i'll reach home before 11pm... den when it was 11pm sharp... my mum called me while i was still on d mrt la... Haizzz... So... one thing is 4 sure... i noe tt i'm sure kena scolded by my mum de...
So... i'm more or less prepared 2 face d music when i reached my hse... N as expected... i was scolded by my mum when i reached home... cos everyone in my hse were asleep le... den i disturbed them by goin home late... Haizzz... i guess cannot blame them la... cos i tink it was d lastest time tt i've ever reached home la!!! =X
Well... 朋友有今生,没来世... so muz help my buddy at all cost man!!! hahaha... =)
有进步。。。 有进展。。。
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<Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Dance Choreography Today i overslept... n i was abt 30min late 4 dance training!!! So paiseh sia... Anw... lao da n chee kian came today 2 help we guys wif our dance choreography!!! hahaha... Tell u all ar... they can really dance well la... n chee kian demonstrated some nice hip hop moves to me, aloysius n gerald... n we really found them quite impressive!!!
Well... tc went 4 camp... while shaun somehow cannot be contacted... so only d 3 of us choreographing d dance today again... Anw... we juz continued from where we had stopped ytd n showed wat we hav choreographed so far to lao da n chee kian... After which we made some changes here n there... n i found d dance very nice la!!! hahaha... i really like it man... i find some of the moves rather COOL!!!
I seriously tink lao da n chee kian were a great help 2 us man... i feel tt there was a great improvement in our guys dance compared 2 ytd la... I finally understood d real accent of hip hop dance le... hahaha... Anw... halfway thru d choreography... we watched some videos on gerald's laptop 2 find inspiration... n we sort of modify n include some of d moves tt we all feel nice in our dance!!! Hope we wont kena caught 4 plagiarism man... Who noes anw... hahaha... =P
Well... we included some formations into our dance! It was sooo impressive la... actually it's we kope from those videos t we watched de... hahaha... aiya... dun care la... nice can liao... =P... Since tc n shaun were MIA today... chee kian took over tc's part... while lao da had 2 take over shaun's part... hahaha...
Den... we tried experiment wif some formations... actually it was supposed 2 be quite nice de... but den cos we were abit confused wif our steps... d formation dint really turn out nice... but i tink we juz need more practices can liao... Yup!!! =)
Anw... we finally finished choreographing d whole dance 4 guys le!!! hahaha... hell yea man!!! Although d whole dance is rather short... i tink abt 1min plus only... but i tink it was not easy la... cos there are 10 sets of 八拍... which means tt we hav 2 memorise 80 steps in total!!! =X... Somemore we juz did tis all in a day man... so i tink i was really quite remarkable alrd sia... Yup!!! I'm feeling so happy n satisfied wif our results today man!!! Good job guys!!! =)
Guys Talk @ MPR Anw... after having lunch... me, aloysius, gerald n lao da had a guys talk!!! hahaha... At 1st we were trying 2 dig lao da's secret... n our persistence paid off!!! hahaha... I tink now there's no need 2 hide anymore alrd sia... Well... next it was me la... expected de... n they were all analysing my situation... asked me 2 make a move n biao bai 2 her now...
But den ar... i seriously tink d 时机 is not correct la... cos like i only noe her 4 a few months nia... somemore i dun tink she likes me la... if i biao bai now it would be too rash... may backfire... In d worst scenario... she may even 翻脸 or feel 尴尬... den 朋友都做不成... i really dun wanna tis 2 happen la... i've alrd learnt a lesson from lao da le... tts y i tink 4 now d best is we remain as friends... juz 顺其自然... den c how things go from there ba...
But of course i'll try 2 create some opportunities 4 myself la... muz be abit 主动 oso... But cannot be too obvious... if not she noes tt i like her n den she may feel very paiseh later... n maybe when we see each other in future we may feel gan ga... tts wat i really dun want man... Somemore she so smart... drop a few hints she sure can get it de... tts y i muz be more careful wif my actions sia... muz be very normal in front of her... in front of everyone...
Haizzz... i noe u all may feel tt i'm 耍酷 or even find me a 胆小鬼... But i really hope tt u all can understand me... cos i seriously tink it's not d right time yet... Juz imagine... u juz noe d person u like 4 only a few months even though u've alrd like him/her 4 abt 6 months... would u biao bai 2 him/her??? I tink most probably is no rit... cos it's like he/she dun even noe u tt well yet... n d possibility tt he/she likes u is very small... I believe it's naturally tt u dun wanna take d risk of biao bai 2 him/her... cos it's likely tt he/she would reject u... d worst is u'll feel very gan ga seeing him/her in d future... n may not be even friends...
So ya... 4 those who noe who i like... pls pls pls... dun ga jiao me anymore hor... sometimes it may be abit 尴尬 ar... So u all r alrd helping me by not doin anything... But of course at times i'll ask u all 4 advice oso... cos i'm an idiot when comes 2 love relationship ar... so u all muz give me some advices or share wif me some of ur past experiences!!! Yup!!! Thanks ar!!! hahaha... =)
Hope there'll be more of tis guys talk in d future sia... Guys talk wif d decents as well as wif d dance ppl!!! Yea! =)
Short Games... Anw... after tt we were all feelin tired n bored... so we juz rested on d maps... n den we tot of wrestling!!! hahaha... Wa!!! Tell u all ar... lao da noes alot of those real submissions moves in wrestling la!!! Those moves can really break ur ankles, elbows n neck as well!!! Cos me, aloysius n gerald dun really noe... den lao da tried 2 demonstrate... n... i was d dummy!!! =X
I was really abit scared when he said... "I show u... lai... let me demonstrate..."... Wa... he really showed all d submission moves using me as demonstration la... Den got one move... he carried me up la!!! WA!!! Tell u all ar... when he demonstrated on me tt time ar... i was really abit scared la... cos i felt tt he was goin 2 break my bones anytime!!! =X
Anw... me. aloysius n gerald played soccer using floorball after tt... hahaha... i tink i am really very 贱骨头 la... cos my leg still haven't recover yet... den i still play soccer... hehehe... actually today i felt my leg recovering le... n it was less swollen compared 2 ytd... So ya... I dun really care liao... juz dance n play as usual!!! hahaha... Yup!!! tts me!!! =P
Times flies... n it was 6.15pm le... So... we left d mpr... I walked wif aloysius, gerald n lao da 2 d bus stop... n had abit of guys talk... I really enjoyed d talk man... hahaha... Anw... aloysius dad fetched him... while i took bus 133 home... n gerald n lao da went off together...
So here i am bloggin... gonna finish up my last piece of homework le- econs essay after bloggin... hahaha... hell yea man... i'm gonna finish all of my homework soon le... d tot of it really makes me SOOOOOO happy sia!!! hahaha... kk... can't wait 2 complete it now le... i gtg do it now... cya!!! =)
Guys Dance Choreography Woke up at 7.30am today... actually i was supposed 2 meet up wif tc, ys, kaiying n huichun 4 breakfast de... but cos there was a heavy downpour at my hse there... n it was so heavy tt i tink by d time i reached d sch... i will totally become a 落汤鸡 la!!! So... i waited till abt 10am before d rain finally subsided... i quickly made my way 2 sch n reached there at abt 10.30am! =X
Anw... today only me, tc, aloysius, gerald, gwen, teikling, kaiying, huichun, shu hui n michelle turned up 4 d open hse dance choreography... I tink only all d guys n d choreographers need 2 turn up... So ya... we guys hav finally chosen d music 4 d guys dance!!! I tink d song is called "Show me the money"... If i'm not wrong it's one of d songs from Step Up... Yup!!!
After tt... we tried 2 choreograph d dance steps... it was really not easy sia... cos we need 2 match our steps wif all d 拍子... n it's quite tedious... Anw... midway thru... ys joined us... n tc left 4 his church camp... so left only me, aloysius n gerald 2 choreograph our dance... So... we were very serious n we actually managed 2 choreograph d steps from d intro to d 1st verse of d song!!! hahaha... =)
Enjoying!!! I tink it was very remarkable 4 us la... given tt tis is d very 1st time tt we tried 2 choreograph our own dance... Now after hearing teikling's comment... i tink we guys will work on our movements as well as d links between every steps... if not it will look abit 一块一块 de... hahaha... =P
Anw... while choreographing d dance steps... i suddenly got 灵感!!! I suddenly tot of adding chairs into our guys dance!!! hahaha... i told gwen n teikling n they said it was quite creative la!!! So after tt... d 3 of us started tinking of how 2 include chairs in our dance...
We tried different ways 2 experiment wif d chairs... n in d end... we made some progress man... n i was rather pls wif our masterpiece la!!! hahaha... hey aloysius n gerald... i tink tis is our 结晶 man!!! I am really satisfied wif d way we choreograph our dance la!!! Thumbs up man!!! =)
Anw... we had lots of fun while choreographing d dance... there was one move which i really laugh like siao la... D move was nice but risky... hahaha... Since aloysius enjoys so much sliding on d ground... we were tinking of me n gerald throwing d chairs 2 each other... or shld i say... swopping chairs in d style manner... den aloysius slides in between d 2 of us while we swopped d chairs!!! hahaha... tt was really sheer fun man!!!=P
自作自受 Anw... after having lunch together at mpr... we guys wanted 2 slack awhile 1st before continuing wif our dance choreography... den... n idea came 2 me... i was tinking of playing floorball!!! So... d 4 of us were preparing 2 play floorball...
Den juz as d match has started... i tried 2 dribble d ball past aloysius... after i dribbled past him... i was like hell yea man..."... Den juz at tt moment... i suddenly realised tt i stepped on a pool of water... N i was like "Oh shit man... siao liao..."... I tried 2 use my right hand n stop myself from sliding... but before i could do it... it was too late...
"BANG!!!"... was d next thing i knew... my left leg hit d wall hard while i was slipping down... Den i juz felt a very sharp pain... I got 2 my feet quite fast but it was really painful sia... Den all d guys... as well as gwen... tried 2 help me... N noe wat??? All d guys took turns 2 rub my leg la!!! Wa!!! Pain sia... But bcos we were crapping while they were rubbing my leg... n i tink tt really helped 2 alleviate my pain in some ways... hahaha...
So ya... thank you sooo much ppl!!! =) A special thank 2 those who were there helping me today... namely ys, aloysius, gerald, gwen n teikling... hahaha... =)
Well... now my leg is swelling... n it hurts a little even when i walked... Haizzz... i tink tis really is 自作自受 man... I can only blame myself sia... Anw... next week intensive trainings liao... i hope i can recover soon sia!!! =X
领取了教训。。。
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Some photos taken on Saturday at Sentosa n Vivocity!!! =) Actually wanted 2 show more de... but mum n sis dun allow... zzz They say they 不上镜,真人比较好看。
Somemore they very bhb... they even say they 靠脸吃饭 de,cannot 破坏形象。
hahaha... Anw... my photo is enough le la... 帅呆了!!!
HAHAHA!!! =)
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<Friday, December 15, 2006
Note As my com has tio-ed virus since friday... n i hav many things 2 comment... tis shall be my longest blog ever!!! So pls bear wif me ok... U can read my blog 2 while away ur time... But if after u read u find it boring den dun blame me hor... so it's ur choice k!!! =P
Friday
Seoul Garden @ Bugis Today i woke up at 9.45am... but i dint eat breakfast cos i wanna save my stomach 4 Seoul Garden later! hahaha... Anw... i was too engrossed in watching 天才GoGoGo until i forgot d time... n as a result i was 15min late!!! Well... dance outing at Seoul Garden... n d ppl goin were me, tc, gerald, aloysius, kaiying, hui chun, gwen, wanteng, teikling, yimin, sharon, shu hui, eric, lao da n chee kian... Yup!!! =)
Anw... we reached there at arnd 12pm ba... den each of us paid $13.70... Hmm... not cheap though... but it was quite worth it... cos all d food there r free-flowing de!!! hahaha... So... after all of us settled down... it's time 2 开饭 le!!! Each of us juz took our own food... Anw... tc was abit swa-gu la... Noe wat??? He actually put d chicken meat in d tom yam soup when it was supposed 2 be cooked on d hot plate!!! lolz!!! hahaha... n den our soup kind of become very salty la... =X
Wa... many things 2 tok abt sia... hmm... allow me 2 slowly recall wat happened at d Seoul Garden ar...
While eating... (1) helped tc, eric n huichun 2 cook d meats until i dint eat much... (2) me, tc n eric tried 2 cook noodle in tom yam soup... we added eggs inside! Initially it tasted weird... but after i've added some prawns during our 2nd try... it tasted quite nice!!! hahaha... i tink maybe i hav d 潜力 2 be a chef! =P (3) aloysius n gerald tried cooking ice-cream! They were sooo siao tt they even mixed d melted ice-cream wif d meats!!! Eeewww... Yucks man... =X (4) gerald went on 2 drink d melted ice-cream using straw!!! =X
After eating... (1) photo-taking... I'm d photographer most of d time! (2) me, gerald, aloysius n tc took some hilarious photos together... All d photos were in d memory of S****! HAHAHA... (3) me, gerald n aloysius were too bored... den we went 2 d cosy restroom n took photos in d cubicle!!! hahaha... sounds gay rit... but d best is yet 2 come! We actually brought a chair into a cubicle n took some diao n buay song looking photos!!! hahaha... I really like those poses tt we've made!!! =P (4) eric n lao da played some games wif us... but i was kinda slow... couldn't understand d tricks behind those games!!! =( (5) tio teased by tc, kaiying, huichun n yimin abt ahem...
Arcade After tt... we went 2 d arcade... but i dint play... me n tc juz watched gerald n aloysius playing Time Crisis... Wa... tell u all ar... aloysius was very mean sia... he kept aiming at d enemies' *ahem*... n he was pretty accurate la!!! hahaha... me n tc really kept laughing man... Aiyo... aloysius... dun like tt la... at least let them die wif some 尊严 left la... HAHAHA... =P
Sharing Of Secrets(S.O.S... someone help me pls...) Den... we went 2 watch kaiying, huichun n sharon playing other game... dun really noe wats d game called but it's sth like spotting d differences of 2 pictures!!! It's was quite fun though... n after tt me n eric went 2 find d others... while d rest continued playing other games... Den me n eric found gwen, wanteng,teikling, yimin, eric n lao da at a table near d arcade... so we juz sat down...
Noe wat??? They were sharing abt their love relationships wif one another!!! Wa... they were goin round in a clockwise direction... starting wif eric... After tt it was lao da... n d next was me!!! Wth man... den when lao da was toking halfway... i sneaked away... hehehe... cos it was abit 尴尬 4 me ar...
Anw after tt... all of us gathered at d table n we shared our past relationships... When i came back... it was wanteng's turn... den after 4 ppl... it was my turn!!! Nabei... i guessed i really couldn't escape man... So wat 2 do??? No choice... everyone wanna noe abt my story...
So i juz said i dun hav any stead before... nth 2 say... But den ar... many ppl kept ga jiao-ing ma la... ARGH!!! Beh Cheh... Especially eric n teikling... purposely kept askin... "J1 u hav crush on any gal?"... I said ya... den they eric asked... "she from wat cca?"... "her name how many characters?"... Nabei... how am i supposed 2 answer man... Cos if i said it will be damn obvious la... Somemore so many ppl alrd noe who i like la... den they still purposely wanna ga-jiao me... they were juz 明知故问...
Haizzz... actually i dun want so many ppl 2 noe who i like de... but cos i got 1 time 失策... den tc n gwen happened 2 noe who i like... den my secret slowly slowly spread le... den... kaiying, huichun, teikling, yimin, n most unexpectedly... even eric, lao da, chee kian, aloysius n gerald oso noe la!!! ARGH!!!!!! Wth man... nabei... so many ppl noe liao...
Haizzz... currently there r 11 ppl who noe... n it's still counting... Haizzz... i tink in no time d whole world will noe le... Anw... i tink now maybe 'my one' oso noes liao... cos i tink it's very very obvious... So ya... 纸是包不住火的... I tink it's only a matter of time tt she will noe... juz tt i dint expect it may turn out 2 be so fast!!! =X
Anw... after tt we guys went 2 a bookstore... n den we came across some interesting books la!!! hahaha... Well... All d books we read were like R21 de... n we learnt quite alot of "vocabs"... or shld i say hokkien 粗话 at d end of d day!!! =P
Had a chat wif tc before i went home...
Saturday
Sentosa Outing Supposed 2 meet up wif d decents today... but went off 2 Sentosa wif my mum n sis instead... Cos i pang-sehed my mum n sis too many times le... tts y i muz 弥补 them... n i chose 2 go 2 Sentosa! Yup!!!
So after having breakfast at J8 as usual... we headed straight 2 Sentosa! When we reached there... we were like some idiots la... cos i tink we were like 8 yrs nv go Sentosa le... n we were sort of lost when we alighted there!!! One of d tour guide even misunderstood us as foreign tourists la!!! lolz!!! =X
Anw... we still managed 2 navigate throughout Sentosa wif d help of a map!!! Yea... hahaha... Well... we started by goin 2 d Underwater World!!! I managed 2 touch sting rays... small sharks... n puffer fishes!!! hahaha... Omg la... I tink tis was d very 1st time tt i've ever touched these sea creatures man!!! =)
Sheer Fun!!! Next... we went 2 take d tram as well as d Luge!!! WA... tell u ar... next time u all go there muz try leh... especially d Luge... very nice sia... i tink it was d 1st time tt i felt tt i'm riding a racing car!!! It was SOOO fun n exciting la... Actually i felt like playing it again... but cos of chi-ching... tts y i juz continued n explored Sentosa wif my mum n sis...
After tt... we went 2 Dolphin Lagoon 2 watch pink dolphins performing!!! hahaha... it was quite nice though... but i find d performance too short le... it only lasted 4 abt 30min... So after watching d performance it was abt 6pm le... n we were rather hungry... n den we went 2 hav dinner at Carl's Jr @Vivocity!!!
Screwed... Anw... we took many photos together at Sentosa as well as Vivocity... n we were really tired at d end of d day... It was really a very fulfilling day 4 me man... But later i came 2 realise tt sth very very jialut had happened at d same time... n tt screwed me up!!! Haizzz... my good mood was den affected by wat had happened sia...
Feeling troubled, i called ys n had a long chat wif him... We ended up chattin 4 abt 2hrs until we slept!!! Although i sort of feeling better after d chat... at d end of d day... one thing is 4 sure... I'M SCREWED big time!!! =X
Sunday
Com Down My com tio virus on fri... so i decided go wif my mum n sis again 2 buy those anti-virus software... So we went 2 bedok initially... cos we noe there got sell pirated cd-roms!!! hahaha... But den sway sway sia... d shop closed down liao... Haizzz... i tink most probably kena caught by police le ba... Sian... no more cheap cd-roms 2 buy le... =X
So... no choice lor... we had 2 buy 正版 cd-rom... n we went 2 tampines mall 2 find... n again... we can't find d software we wanna buy... WA!!! Damn it man... we made so many futile trips sia... somemore travelled until so far... in d end 两手空空 go home... Haizzz... Tis really sux man... =(
Anw... we eventually went 2 amk central n bought an anti-virus software... n it cost abt $49.90 sia!!! Wa... So ex so ex... but no choice... muz buy... if not i cannot use my com... n i cannot be here bloggin le... hahaha... =)
Once again... i watched soccer at night till 2am... n Man Utd lost 1-0 in d end... Zzz... Sian... wasted my bloody time watchin it sia...
Monday
Hip Hop Dance Choreography I'm supposed 2 meet up wif d decents at d kopitiam outside sch at 7.45am 2 hav breakfast de... But i overslept... i woke up at 8.15am la!!! Wth man... SOOO paiseh la... When i woke up i straightaway chiong-ed there le... n i reached there at an amazing time... 8.50am!!! hahaha... i really chiong-ed super fast sia... n noe wat??? I was earlier den ys la... he was even later den me man... hahaha... =P
Anw... we met up wif aloysius n gerald 2 choreograph our hip hop dance 4 d upcoming open hse... Initially we wanted 2 use 1 of d rooms... but all of them were locked sia... so no choice... we had 2 make do wif an open space at d 3rd storey...
As tc, aloysius n gerald noe how 2 do baby-freeze (not sure if i spelt correctly)... they basically juz practised... but 4 me tis kind of newbie... i juz learnt... n it took me quite awhile 2 get d 'feel' of doin baby-freeze la!!! hahaha... nevertheless i've made some progress in hip-hop dancing!!! Btw... ys oso tried learning some of d moves!!!
After tt... we went 2 com lab n tried 2 find songs as well as watching some hip hop dance videos... but in d end... we only serious 4 d 1st 15min... after tt we juz went blog-surfing n watched some other videos tt r not related 2 wat we actually wanted 2 do!!! =X
Anw... we trained awhile more after tt i went 2 gym n train!!! All of us really wanted 2 build up our muscles man... juz 2 prepare ourselves 4 carrying gals!!! hahaha... See??? We guys were so serious abt syf sia... or shld i say... we r always so serious one de... HAHAHA... =P
Next... we went 2 d kopitiam again 2 hav lunch together... den aloysius n gerald went off 1st... while d decent trio went 2 d pasam malam 2 buy some drinks n food before goin 2 J8 library 2 hav guys talk again!!! Hell yea man!!! hahaha... =)
Guys Talk @ J8 Finally... after dunno how many days... we guys finally managed 2 hav guys talk le!!! Yea!!! Anw... we found our fave spot n sat down n chit chat... As usual... we shared our feelings wif one another again... n tis time round... i tink my case is d most jialut one!!! WA!!! I'm really clueless man... dun really noe where 2 go from here... Haizzz...
True Story Anw... me n ys sort of read a true story together somewhere... n i wanna share tis story wif all of u... cos i find it kinda sad sia...
So tis is a story of how it is...
There was tis guy... lets call him Decent 'A'... he realised tt he likes a gal 4 quite some time le... n he suppressed it 4 a very long time till one day he really couldn't held back any longer... he told his best pals... Den... his best pals wanted 2 help him very much... n tried 2 create opportunities 4 him since den...
Not long after... through d help of his pals... he finally got 2 noe d gal... he was soooo delighted... he tot there's finally chance 4 him le... Soon after... he noes d gal's hp no. as well as her email address... At tt instance... he felt tt he was one step closer in knowing her better n things were progressing very smoothly... After tt... he managed 2 see n chit chat wif her more often... as well as knowing her better... n he was really really satisfied...
Juz as he was 100% sure of his feelin abt her n he was really considering of jio-ing her... he realised tt d gal actually likes one of his best pals... let call him Decent 'B'... So... he was really very depressed... cos one is his best pal... while d other one is someone he really likes... He was caught in tis situation... feeling lost... not knowing wat 2 do...
In d end... he came 2 a conclusion... he will 成全 d two of them if they really like each other... n he will try 2 give her up...
He realised tt 一直以来, he's a 超级大白痴...
L vs Kira Haizzz... once again... i tink i'm screwed... but nvm... d battle between L n Kira will go on... No matter how tough tis battle may be... i will fight till d very end... even if i had 2 陪上我的性命...
So here i am now... racking my brain... can't afford 2 make any more wrong moves... playin tis 'game of chess' wif Kira is not easy man... all it takes is juz one wrong move 2 lose tis game... n i really dun wanna end up like L in Death Note 2... where he made one wrong move n tts it... he's dead...
I wanna be Al... not L... i will win tis no matter wat de... u all 走着瞧吧!!!
我将会是最后的优胜者!!!
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<Thursday, December 14, 2006
Yesterday
Casualties... Dance training from 10am to 1pm...
Same routine... but w/o floorwork... Barwork was quite hiong though... Cos i sway sway kena danny helped me stretch during some parts of d stretching exercise... n i felt tt d muscles of my inner thigh were being torn apart! OU... OU... OUCH man... but nvm la... i kinda used 2 it liao... somemore after tt danny applauded n said i did well... n tt really gave me encouragement 2 push myself more!!! Yup!!! =)
Anw... many ppl injured themselves during d training... n i tink d more serious ones were aloysius n kaiying ba... Aloysius was kind of 旧病复发... cos he injured his back again... while kaiying injured her neck as she accidentally fell n landed on her neck...
But she was very persistent... she wanted 2 train until she noes how 2 do d move... which i dunno how 2 describe leh... hahaha... N in d end me, tc, gerald, hui chun, lao da n chee kian stayed back until 3pm to help her train... hahaha... Although we all dun really noe how 2 do it... but nevertheless we all tried our best le... n at least there was some improvement at d end of d day... Yup!!! =)
Jia You Kaiying!!! U can do it de!!! =)
Well... 4 me ar... Haizzz... oso very jialut... Imagine u've twisted ur right shoulder n u'll need 2 support a gal up using ur right hand as well as rolling ur whole body abt ur right shoulder??? WA!!! One word 2 describe... PAINFUL!!! =(
It was soooooo painful tt after i rolled my body over my right shoulder... i immediately turned away n kept rubbing my shoulder at d side... n cos of tt i missed out d part where i'm supposed 2 walk out of d 'stage' slowly... Haizzz... really very paiseh ar... tt time i really 忍无可忍 le...
Anw i tink tis time round it's really very serious la... cos it hurts like hell even when i lie on d right side of my body on my bed... n i couldn't sleep well d whole night la! Haizzz... anw... 2 prevent my shoulder from gettin swollen... i kept 搓搓搓 n 搓 it d whole night before i went 2 sleep! Tis is really d very 1st time tt i injured my shoulder n it hurts tt much!!! =X
Today
Frustration... Dance training... same timing as ytd... but aloysius was absent cos he injured... peu was oso absent...
Same routine again... but tis time round i got marked by danny when doin barwork... He kept sayin... “脚直... 不要 bend 你的脚 ar... 脚要 point!!!”... Until i was kinda frustrated... si bei beh-cheh... ARGH!!! Cos at tt point of time i really dunno wat went wrong... it seemed 2 me tt both my legs were very straight la... Haizzz... But anw... later gwen helped 2 correct my mistakes... n i sort of understood wat went wrong le... Thanks ar gwen! =)
Facade... Now comes 2 d choreography part again... some changes were made... n today it was me n shaun 2 carry kaiying up... Juz as my shoulder was feelin slightly better... i tio injured again... tis time round even much more jialut den ytd's one...
Haizzz... i tink i only hav myself 2 blame ba... Cos actually i really quite seriously injured... but i always like 2 put on a strong front... When ppl asked if i'm ok... i'll juz act like i'm not in pain... den i'll say i'm fine... i still can de... Haizzz... See??? I always like 2 逞强 one... dun like 2 show ppl tt i'm sick or injured... Well... i tink tts me ba... I tis kind is very 贱骨头 de... Haizzz...
Persevere... Anw... after ytd kaiying injured n cried... today sharon broke down... cos she too stressed-out i tink... Haizzz... i tink during tis period of intensive training all these kind of things r 在所难免 de... There r times when we kena scolded... times we injured... times when we were pushed beyond our limits... times when we couldn't take it anymore... These sort of things r bound 2 happen... But we muz bounce back n get up 2 our feet fast!!! We hav d support of one another! So no matter how tough d road ahead is... we muz persevere towards d very end together... as one team... DANSEZ-LE!!!
Well... consoled kaiying ytd... but today i dunno how 2 console sharon... Haizzz... i really wanted 2 cheer her up... but dun really noe how... i scared i 弄巧反拙... 越帮越忙... Haizzz... at times... i really feel tt i'm very 无助... like shen me oso 帮不上... Haizzz... Anw... sharon... u did well today... n i tink everyone did really well today... we all survived through d 1st week of d intensive training le! Yea!!!
幼稚... =P HUU~... anw... lets tok abt cheerful stuff ba... After dance training... we all gathered n had some discussions... tinking of d outing 4 tml as well as d cca bazaar thingy... Den until abt 3pm... we went off 2 central macs 2 hav lunch! hahaha... We all were eating n chattin... n guess wat topic we tok abt??? We tok abt cartoon!!! hahaha... i tink we were like becoming small kids all of a sudden la... We tok abt power rangers... teletubbies... pokemon... la bi xiao xin... n many more!!! =P
Aiiiiyo!!! I feel tt i'm so young n childish all of a sudden! hahaha... Anw... gerald was d cartoon pro la... Wa... i tink his memory is super zai la... noe wat? He can actually rmb most of d details of power rangers... pokemon n so on la... I really 佩服他到五体投地 man!
So until abt 5pm... we all went off le... Den me n hui chun took 853 n went home... During d journey ar... we tok abt something which i dun wanna elaborate here... cos i alrd very malu liao... n she juz kept on laughing on d bus la... wth man... soooo malu la!!! =X 完。
Fun Time! Dance training from 10am to 5pm again today... But d routine is slightly different... There was no barwork!!! hahaha... Yea man... So... we started wif floorwork instead today! Immediately after tt is d choreography part le... hahaha... I tink out of all those trainings tt i've attended so far... today's training is d most enjoying de! Yup!!! I really had lots of fun during d training la... Especially crapping wif tc, aloysius n gerald... hahaha... I really 捧腹大笑 la!!! HAHAHA... =)
Anw... i find d training today was rather relax... Ahem... paiseh ar... i noe it was quite tough though 4 most ppl... but 4 me, aloysius n gerald... it was really quite relax la... hahaha... Cos most of d times we only self-practice n during d choreography part... we juz need 2 walk n dance a little bit only... hehehe... very slack 4 us la!!! =P
Well... tell u all ar... i really laugh almost throughout d training la... As we guys were quite bored in d morning... we juz crapped lor... n it juz happened tt shaun was sick n wasn't here today... so during d part when we r supposed 2 walk gracefully across d 'stage'... there was an empty space which was supposed 2 be taken by shaun... N den we guys juz started 2 crap alot juz on tt!!! It was sooo funny la... we juz kept crapping non-stop... n everything somehow is always linked 2 shaun! HAHAHA... =P
So during d choreography part when we r supposed 2 walk... we would always 暗笑 whenever we looked at tt empty space in d mirror... hahaha... D tot of it now oso makes me laugh la... hahaha!!! N noe wat? We actually joked all d way till d end of d training la... So.. it means tt we had 7 hrs of laughters!!! hahaha... =)
Anw... still hope tt shaun can recover soon n join us 4 training... we guys, especially tc... sure miss him!!! hahahahahaha... =P
尴尬 =/ Well... here comes d 尴尬 part... After d break... danny asked we guys each 2 hold a gal up in mid-air!!! Wa... i tot there's not much physical contact between guys n gals all along one lor... Now suddenly there's contact... somemore quite intimate la... Wth... it really came w/o warning la... n i was really very unprepared... =X
Anw... danny assigned tc 2 pair up wif michelle... aloysius 2 pair up wif teik... gerald 2 pair up wif wanteng... n me??? I paired up wif kaiying of all ppl!!! WA!!! I tink it's even more accurate den striking 4D la! I tink tc n some other ppl will get wat i mean... hahaha... But luckily i'm very familiar wif kaiying le... so not so gan ga... Yup!!! =)
So... we guys juz tried 2 carry them up... I tink tc n aloysius r d most xiong one la... cos they'll need 2 carry a weight of abt 60kg on their left shoulder... 4 me n gerald it was rather easy... cos we only need 2 carry a weight of abt 40kg!!! hahaha... I guess we r smaller size ba... tts y we carried those gals who r of smaller size oso! hehehe... =P
PS: Small size may not be a bad thing!!! =)
Well... 4 those who r very interested 2 noe how intimate we were... (u noe who u r... hahaha... =P) i'll briefly describe d things tt we did... Basically... d gal is supposed 2 rest their right leg on d guy's left shoulder 1st when he is kneeling down... Den... he stood up n supported her wif his right hand... She held his right hand using her right hand... n after both ppl is 稳 enough... she will hav 2 do a nice posture (i dunno how 2 describe)... Ya...
Oops!!! I said i'll give a brief description... but i tink i wrote until too detailed ar... sooo detailed tt u all can visualise liao... hehehe... =P
1st Time... Btw... i was very paiseh when holding kaiying up la... i was really really afraid tt i may 不小心 touch some parts of her body which i'm not supposed to... AHEM... i noe it may sound abit 恶心 but ya... i'm really serious la... cos tis is d 1st time tt i got so intimate wif a gal la!!!
So although i'm very familiar wif kaiying... i was still abit uncomfortable when lifting her up... or shld i say... i'll feel uncomfortable when behaving intimately wif gals! hahaha... But luckily i dun feel tt 不舒服 today... Well... i tink tt i won't feel tt uncomfortable wif any of d dance gals ba... cos i noe them... I tink i will only feel very 尴尬 n 不舒服 when behaving intimately wif those gals tt i dunno de... Yup!!!
Anw... it was not easy lifting d gals up... i tink all of d guys would agree wif me... hahaha... Cos we had 2 use our necks 2 support d gals leg... n i used lots of strength la!!! Wa... i tink i'll need 2 start 2 train my neck's muscle le... hahaha...
N oso... walking while carrying d gals is not easy either... cos i tink tt juz standing steadily alone is not easy le... n somemore hav 2 walk! Wa... it was really quite 吃力 la... Especially 4 tc n aloysius... hahaha... but nevertheless... i tink we all did well... given tt tis is d 1st time we try tis! Yup!!! =)
Anw kaiying said tt she felt more stable when i carry her... Actually rit... i oso abit afraid tt she will fall... but i juz put on a strong front... I juz told her 2 trust me... i said i sure can do it de... n i tink it's bcos of tt she became more confident ba! Yup!!! =)
I seriously tink tt d gals r really scared when goin up... so we guys muz give them confidence! Even though we r not confident... we muz not show it... n i tink aloysius shown it... tts y d gals did not hav much confidence n were abit unstable as a result... so i tink all of them can do very well de... wat they r lacking now is juz CONFIDENCE!!!
Jia You!!! =)
So ya... juz before d training ended... 2 ppl came 2 hav our 身体的宽度 measured! So tt means we will hav our costumes 4 SYF ready soon le!!! Wa... can't wait 2 c how they look like leh... Hope it's not too gay-ish... hehehe... =P
Wat A Coincidence! After training... i stayed back 4 awhile 2 train abit... Den... i saw michelle n wanteng on my way home... chatted wif them 4 awhile... den saw shuhui on d overhead bridge! After tt wanteng saw her friend... i tink maybe they 叙叙旧 ba... hahaha... so me n shuhui went off 1st... I alighted at a bus stop n waited 4 bus 76 to go home... Den... wanteng said she saw me at d bus stop when her bus passed by! lol!!! =) 完。
啊哟!第一次和女还有那么亲热的互动。。。 真有一点害羞,不好意思。。。和尴尬!!!
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<Monday, December 11, 2006
Draining... Today... i had breakfast wif tc, kaiying n hui chun at d coffeeshop outside d sch at 9am... Surprisingly... all of them reached there at arnd 8.30am la! I reached there juz before 9am... but i'm still not late... cos ytd i've alrd told them tt i'll reach there at 9am le! hahaha... Yup!!! Anw... we all had pratas 4 breakfast again! =P
After tt... we went 4 dance training... Same routine... Juz tt today i was asked 2 do d barwork at d window... Wa... tell u ar... i prefer 2 do d barwork at d actual bar la... cos it's really more difficult 2 do stretching near d window! Now den i realised wat those ppl who always do barwork at d windows r goin thru le... hahaha...
Sway... Btw... when doin d barwork tt time rit... i saw cheng la!!! She juz happened 2 look up n c me doin barwork! Wa... sooo malu la! =X... hahaha... Anw... i juz smiled at her... N noe wat??? I was sway sway caught by danny!!! He asked me 2 focus n not looking elsewhere! hehehe... I juz find it so funny la... After tt i juz kept smiling when doin d barwork... smiling at how stupid i looked at tt time... hahaha... Anw... later cheng went up 2 d mpr n pass d first aid stuffs 2 kaiying... Yup!!!
Oh... i almost forgotten... when doin d barwork i accidentally kicked yimin! Wa... i really felt very paiseh la... so i juz kept apologising 2 her... hahaha... Anw... she said she kind of expected it... cos it was really very squeezy... So ya... very paiseh again!!! =)
After tt... we rehearsed our dance steps again before goin 4 a 1 hr break... We guys went 2 d coffeeshop near central 4 lunch... but w/o shaun... cos i tink he got stuffs 2 settle wif dragonboat... so we juz went ahead... Anw... d 4 of us really crap alot while eating la... hahaha... it was really damn funny la...
N for some reasons... which i tink it's inconvenient 2 elaborate here... we were 30min late 4 dance training!!! hahaha... Well... i can only say tt we were late bcos of 'something' tt happened which made us wet!!! hahaha... i'll laugh like hell whenever i tink of wat happened... =P
Improving... Anw... back 2 serious matter... We did floorwork after d break... n after tt... it was dance choreography all d way!!! Yea man... I really start 2 enjoy d choreography part le... Cos whenever i finish my dance... a sense of satisfaction as well as accomplishment would overwhelm me!!! Yup!!!
Tis time round... i've finally grasp d 技巧 of lifting my body n legs in midair le!!! hahaha... Yea!!! After seeing tc's demonstration... i've finally gained enlightenment la... hahaha... Anw... still muz thank tc 4 his guidance! Yup!!! =)
Well... danny said tt i've alrd rmb all d steps le... juz tt i'll still need 2 refine on my movements... cos i always forget 2 point my toes de... Haiz... I tink i'll still need 2 work much harder man... Anw... i feel tt i've made improvement after every training!!! So i tink it's sth tts 值得高兴 de... Yea!!! =) *applause!*
Well... there's still a long way 2 go... so i muz persevere towards d very end!!! I will keep trying... won't give up de... hahaha... =)
Post-training As usual... i've sustained injuries... but tis time round i tink it's 旧病复发... Cos throughout most part of d training... i could hardly bend my right knee... Last week... i've twisted my right knee... den i tot i've recovered le... But today when dancing tt time i realised it still hurts very much... Especially when i tried bending my knee... OUCH!!!
Anw... i gritted my teeth n endure... I juz ga ga dance... cos i really dun wanna affect d other guys performance... So ya... during d break when everyone is sitting down n rest... i'm standing up n massaging my right knee even though i'm very exhausted... cos my knee really cannot bend too much... It's soooooo painful la! =X
Besides me... i tink many ppl oso suffered injuries... But i tink d more serious ones were teik n gwen... they were really in agony la... Haiz... So dansez-le... u all muz really 小心 leh... dun push urselves too hard n dance until so hiong leh... cos it's even worst if we over-exert ourselves... it will be more jialut if we were 2 fall sick or suffer serious injuries...
So ya... wat i wanna say is tt there's a limit we can go... so juz try our very best k... we can do tis together de... i'm pretty confident abt it man!!! Yup!!! Cheers~~~!!! =)
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加油加油加油!!! 拼归拼,但也要注意安全哦。。。 =)
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<Sunday, December 10, 2006
Back 2 My Usual Self! Woot!!! I've finally 想通 le! From now on i doubt i'll hav mood swings tt often le!!! Yea!!! I juz wanna say out loud: "I'm back 2 my usual self le!!!"... Hu~~~ Feeling so happy now... =)
So... back 2 those days tt i've used 2 hav!
As usual... i went out wif my mum n sis 2 hav breakfast at J8 LJS (our lao di fang) in d morning... After tt... we headed straight 2 tampines mall! hahaha... 4 most ppl it may seem 2 be a long journey... but 2 us tis is nth man... cos we r season travellers (in s'pore only)!!! In fact... we always listen 2 our mp3s or crap among ourselves during d journey... so usually we feel tt we reach our destinations quite fast de... Yup!!! =)
Pro Shoppers! Anw... i really gotta say tt when comes 2 shopping... no many ppl can rank above d 3 of us!!! hahaha... seriously... not 开玩笑 de... Tell u all ar... we hav gone 2 most of d shopping malls in s'pore la! Or shld i say... there's no shopping mall which we dunno de! Well... i really tink tt we hav gone 2 all d shopping centres in s'pore le... cos i juz can't tink of any which we haven't go before! Yup!!!
I'm not hao lian or 吹牛... If u dun believe can u can 考验 wo... Cos i oso very interested 2 noe if there's any shopping malls which i nv go before one... n we will be very happy 2 noe if there's really some place where we haven't shop before de... cos we r kinda sian alrd... it's like every place we oso got go before... no 新鲜感... So ya... i tink either s'pore is really too small... or maybe is we 3 travel too much le! hahaha... =P
My Weekends... Well... during d weekends... i would spend my morning n afternoon wif my mum n sis... juz 陪陪 them... n at d same time oso tryin 2 while away time... 透透气... n explore d world outside! hahaha... Anw... there's no 代沟 between us... n we can get along really really well! hahaha... I really enjoy crapping n hanging out wif them... Yup!!! =)
So after tt... we will usually return home by evening... n we will do our own stuffs le... 4 me... i'll usually watch tv all d way till 三更半夜! hahaha... I would usually be watching soccer till very late... sometimes can even be as late as 5am!!! hahaha... Well... i'm an ardent soccer fan... so every match i oso muz catch de... I dun really care wat time... i only care abt how exciting is it! hahaha... =P
About Me... So... when there r no soccer matches... i'll be bored 2 death during d weekends... I'll be like..." wth man... no soccer???... Wa... how 2 spent my night sia... Sianzzz"... hahaha... Well... tts me!!! But nevertheless... i'll still find sth 2 do if there r no soccer matches... n most probably i'll watch some shows on cable tv... or use com 2 kill time... Basically juz find sth 2 keep myself occupied... but definitely NOT revision n doin homeworks!!! hahaha... =)
Tell u all ar... i hav a weird habit... tt is not doin any homework during weekends... hahaha... tts my style... 4 me rit... i tink tt weekend is a time 4 me 2 rest completely... so i juz wanna relax myself n dun tink of anything tt is related 2 school work... Yup!!! So... i'll usually complete all d homework during weekdays... latest by friday... i'll chiong until 3am i really hav 2!!! hehehe... tts me lor... =X
Hmm... anw here i am bloggin again... n as usual i did nth during these 2 days! But... i've finished all d homework except d econs 1450 words assignment only!!! Yea man!!! Woot~~~!!! hahaha... I've alrd started on writing out d outline le... So i tink i'll finish it latest by next week ba... hahaha... Actually i can finish it faster de... but bcos next week i'm very occupied wif dance trainings... so i'm quite busy...
So ya... everyone... muz start doin ur homework now if u haven't started!!! Cos it's only 3 more weeks before school reopen le!!! Muz start making preparation 4 next yr le... Gear up towards next yr!!! hahaha... =)
Oh shit... i blog until i lost track of d time! D soccer match between Chelsea n Arsenal is starting very soon le... =X... Wa... Cannot afford 2 miss d clash of titans man... Kk... i gtg watch tis match now le... Cya ba!!! =) Dance training tml!!!
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我终于找回自我了!!! =)
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<Friday, December 08, 2006
"Calm" Hmm... nth much happened within these few days... n d decent trio appeared 2 be very quiet... Although it may seem tt we r ok... actually we r not! Well... let me tell u d things we were goin thru ba...
tc- freaking pissed wif his dad 4 not lettin him go out... ys- mood swing... me- down wif flu... feelin really really down...
So how??? Remedy???... ... ... ... Guys Talk!!!
Today... woke up at 11+am... n actually d decent trio was planning 4 an outing again... However... tc cannot leave his hse... (FYI... read his blog!)... so... he couldn't join me n ys... Haizzz... sad sia... i can understand how he feels man... But there's little thing tt i can do 2 help him... So i juz msg him in d afternoon n try 2 calm him down... hope he can cheer up... Well... i tink tis is d least tt i can do 4 him ba... Yup!
Advice... Anw... tc... try 2 give ur dad n urself more time ba... really... try 2 communicate more wif him... let him understand u better... let him noe tt u r independent n mature enough 2 look after urself... In tis way... he will gradually trust u n give u more freedom de... Juz 心平气和 de discuss n tok 2 him... Cos from wat i c is... he dun trust u enough... so d practical approach is 2 do things 2 let him trust u... n not juz feelin angry... which is of not much help 2 solve d root of d problem... Ya...
Rmb... d more times u oppose or argue wif him... d more he'll tink tt u r 叛逆... n thus d more he won't let u hav ur own way... So... fan shi dou yao 顺从 ta... let him noe tt u r guai n 自律... Ya... Cos tts exactly wat i've been thru last time... n now both my parents noe tt i am very 自律... n they really trust me alot... they believe i am independent enough 2 take care of myself le!!! Yup!!! =)
Guys Talk @ Amk Well... i met up wif ys at amk library at abt 3pm... As usual... i reached there 1st... hahaha... Anw... i went up to d 2nd storey n try 2 find a table 2 do our homeworks... but all d tables were fully occupied... so i juz chopped 2 sofas... hahaha... I looked 4 nice books while waiting 4 ys 2 come...
Finally... he came... n we had our guys talk again... We tok abt lots of stuffs... Initially, we were feelin depressed... each of us has our own trouble... which i shall not elaborate here... But after pouring out our miseries 2 each other... we really felt much better... n we were sort of cheer up... hahaha... once again... it's guys talk 2 d rescue again!!! =)
Foul Mood... Well... actually i was down wif flu... n add on 2 d 心事 i hav... i was feelin really really really down... so moody tt i dun feel like doin anything... It was much much worse den tt "thing" i had last time... I was feelin extremely unwell n troubled ytd... Unwell bcos of soar throat n flu... Troubled bcos of i kept tinking of my 心事... Haizzz... 2 sum them all up in one word... i juz felt very TERRIBLE!
So... even though i'm sick... i still went out today juz 2 hav guys talk... juz 2 解开 my 心结... Haizzz... Actually we planned 2 do homework de... but in d end we juz kept chattin... hahaha... Nevertheless... we still managed 2 do some works! hahaha...
Towards evening... we finally managed 2 focus on doin our works 4 once... n at abt 6.30pm... we went off le... We walked all d way 2 d hawker center n parted way... He went 2 meet his friends 4 dinner while i headed home... Yup!!!
So here i am bloggin... finally not feelin so moody le... kind of feeling better...
So ys... i guess we gained quite alot from today's guys talk man... we hav finally come 2 a conclusion le... From tis moment onwards... our moods won't be affected... nor will our souls be controlled by ... .... le! Yea! =)
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最终的决定! 从此不再被控制了! =)
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<Thursday, December 07, 2006
New Injury... Dance training today... n it's d same routine again... Juz tt today danny focused more on d choreography... which i tink is good!!! hahaha... Cos i really wanna spend more time learning all d steps... n i oso want d stretching part 2 end quickly!!! Cos it is d most painful part in d training ma... So... tt means today my agony is shorter!!! hehehe... =P
Anw... i twisted my right knee tis time round... i noe it's abit 不可思议 but it's true la... I tink i twisted my knee during d stretching part when i turned my right leg 2 d side too much le... Haiz... I tink i really push myself a little bit too hard le...
Cos today gerald helped me stretch... den he dunno how much he shld push my legs cos he's new ma... N den most of d time he was afraid tt i've reached my limit le... so he was rather relaxed... But bcos i really wanna train myself ma... so i juz kept tellin him... " I still can go further... u no need 2 relax... juz ga ga push my legs up..." So... i tink is bcos of tt den he really ga ga push my leg during one part of d stretching... until i twisted my knee!
Wa!!! Pain la... but i really dun blame him... cos is i kept tellin him 2 ga ga one wat... so i tink maybe is i 自讨苦吃 ba... hahaha... Aiya... anw i'm kinda used 2 it le la... i expected every training oso tio new bruises de... But juz tt i tink i very sway ar... cos my injuries r not juz bruises la... it's more severe de... like swells n sprains!!! =X
Dance Talk... Anw... danny had a tok wif d guys today... Wa! Initially it was supposed 2 last for 5 min de... but in d end it lasted 4 abt 20 min la! hahaha... Cos he got alot of things 2 tell us ma... Like wat is his expectation 4 us... d discipline he expects from us... d plans he had 4 us... like performing 4 d open house... as well as setting up of male dance class where we practise at his studio every friday night!!!
But there was one thing tt he said which made me extremely happy n 放心! He said... " There's no body contact between guys n gals in my class... (as in NO guys n gals dancing intimately)... n i want u guys 2 noe how 2 hold a gal in a proper way (like during stretching)... same as 4 d gals... i want u all 2 respect each other..." Woohoo!!! Oh yea man!!! I finally no need 2 hav so much 顾虑 le! hahaha... =)
Cos when i joined dance i had one major concern... tt is dancing intimately wif gals! As i'm those conservative type of person... i'm really not used 2 dancing intimately wif gals... n i'm worried tt i may be too 收 n which may affect my performance... But now... tis is no longer my concern le! Hell yea!!! So happy now! =)
Anw... after dance training... i happened 2 c wanteng at d carpark... so walked together wif her 2 d bus stop... Along d way... i realised tt she has short-term memory! hahaha...=P... Anw... she meetin up wif her friends 2 叙叙旧... n i went home straightaway after tt... Again... i'm feelin very tired... not in d mood 2 do hw... Haiz... i now like nv do hw alrd lor... after 2 weeks i still left econs n maths... i guess i really lost d momentum in chiong-ing hw sia...
Well... nvm... i shall finished all of them by tis week... cos next dance training will be next mon... n oso i'm not invited 2 d dance chalet (*pouting*)... hahaha... but nvm la... i shall spend d next few days doin hw lor... n oso relaxing myself!!! Yup!!! =) 完。
哈哈哈!!! 以后再也没顾虑了!!!
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<Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Dance Training... Today... surprisingly i woke up on time man! hahaha... Anw... i woke up at abt 8.20am... n i tink it's probably d earliest time i've woke up 4 d past few weeks le!!! hehehe... i was 5 min late 4 dance today cos i left my hse late! I was too engrossed in watching Sun Wukong II until i lost track of d time... =X... hehehe... sooo paiseh ar...
Anw... same routine... But i tink now i'm gradually getting used 2 all d dance routine le! Yea!!! hahaha...Well... as usual... it's barwork... followed by floorwork... n lastly d actual dance choreography! Tis time round... d gals hav 2 learn another new dance choreography... which i tink 4 gals it's not easy... so... 辛苦 le!!! Jia you ar!!! =)
After tt... we guys practised on our dance steps again le... N noe wat? I can finally rmb all d steps le!!! Oh yea man!!! Feelin so happy now... hehehe... n danny even said he can c tt i noe wat i'm doin when i'm dancing! hahaha... Well... i cannot let tis little achievement gets into my head... i muz continue 2 work hard on my handstand n back arc... which i'm pretty weak at... =X
Anw... i'm injured again... Haiz... i hurt my right hand again as i did d dance move... n it's like 旧病复发 la... cos my wound juz recovered... den now swollen again... But d worst thing is my neck! Wa!!! Cos i tried 2 do a proper handstand today ma... den i rmb tc say muz ga ga... dun afraid 2 fall... So... i really ga ga la... N noe wat? I did until so hiong tt i lost my balance n dint land well... i landed on my right neck... Wa!!! At tt moment i felt a sharp pain... but after tt i kept massaging my neck... den now feel much better... Hope tml can fully recover man!!! N oso i will continue 2 work hard de! Yup!!! =)
So ya... at least i can c some results after attending 4 dance trainings! Now... i feel tt my flexibility has improved quite alot la... hahaha... Well... i tink of course la... if they train me until so hard oso no improvement ar... den i muz be really sux in dancing le... =X
Anw after dance training... i went wif d rangers 2 hav lunch together at d coffeeshop outside d sch... but tis time round w/o blue... Well... we crapped awhile before goin off... So... we took bus 853... As im goin home... i alighted at d bus stop in amk... as 4 d rest they went 2 yishun 2 catch Happy Feet... Yup! After i reached home... i went inside my sis room n watch naruto on youtude wif her! hahaha... dun believe she oso watch naruto rit... hehehe... she got influenced by me man... =P... Anw... my dad returned home at abt 3.30pm la!!! Omg man!!! I tink tis is d 1st time tt he went home tt early la... at least 4 d past 6 months ba... hahaha...
Warning!!! Well... after tt... a tragedy happened... Ermm... FYI... d following topic is not 4 d faint-hearted... it contains some gore... So ya... i would strongly advise those who abhorred those 血腥 stuffs... pls dun continue reading...
hahaha... no la... i was exaggerating... not even scary la... d way i put it across is in a hilarious tone... But d below section is abt a 坠楼事件 happening near my hse... So ya... if u wanna noe more den continue reading... if u r not interested or too scared 2 noe... den continue reading from "Reflection..." !=P
Tragedy... Here is it... when my sis went 2 d kitchen 2 take drink tt time rit... she saw d opposite flat... which is blk 210... got many policemen there... When she took a closer look... she saw a dead person lying on d ground... n d whole area was cordoned off!!!
Omg man... someone fell off from d building!!! Den being d kpo family... d 3 of us kept looking out of our windows... especially my dad... he was extremely kpo la... he looked there 4 abt 1 whole hr oso not sick la... Wa!!! Muz really take my hats off 2 him man... Anw... we kept seeing who died as well as how d person died... I even go n analysed which storey d person fell from... n i finally spotted it is d 6th storey!!! WA!!!
But d person was covered by a tent... so cannot c d person face... it was until d policemen removed d tent 4 inspection den we saw d face! It was a granny! I tink so... from our detailed analysis... we concluded tt d granny wept d window n den accidently fell off from d window... Dun laugh... tis is no joking matter man... it's a real tragic... *sign*
After tt rit... i saw 2 ppl... whom i tink shld be her sons... rushing 2 d scene... n den they were kneeling down n crying la... very sad sia... my heart really goes out 2 them la... cos it's like so sudden... imagine they received a call from d police n den d police tell them... " Erm... sorry 2 inform u tt ur mum has died..." Omg la... i really cannot imagine wats their reactions at tt instance la... Stunned? Break down? Cry out loud?
I really dunno... i juz couldn't imagine... Anw... one of d guys really cried very loudly... so loud tt d whole flat can hear la... it's really very 凄惨 la... I c him cries my heart oso aching la... i can really really felt d agony he's goin thru man...
Well... i send my condolences 2 him... Haiz... 人死不能复生,节哀顺便吧兄弟! Maybe i shld 默哀一分钟 for tis bereaved family... *After 1 min...*
Reflection... Haizzz... i tink tt life is really fragile... 生于死只是一线之差... we do not noe wat might happened 2 us in d very next sec... tts y i tink tt from tis 意外... i learnt tt we shld always cherish everything n all d ppl arnd us... we shld not take them 4 granted... lest we will live our lives in regrets...
So ya... 伟文名言...“我们应该珍惜我们身边的一切,否则将来就会后悔莫及”... Yup!!!=) 完。
Guys Talk @ VivoCity Today woke up late as usual again... at abt 11+am... hahaha... aiyo... actually i wanted 2 wake up early one lor... i even set d alarm at 10am le... but i somehow subconciously switched off d alarm n continued sleeping! =X... Wth man... i tink i'm really a 懒猪 la... hahaha... =P
Anw... received ys's msg after i woke up 4 quite awhile... n once again... d decent trio is having another outing le!!! Yea man... finally after quite some time... how i missed d guys talk tt we always hav! I feel so deprived nowadays man... hehehe...
Carl's Jr. Well... we decided 2 meet at VivoCity tis time round le... cos always J8 library abit sian ar... so decided 2 go somewhere new... Anw... we went there n walk walk 4 abt an hr... n den we went 2 Carl's Jr. 2 hav dinner! =X
Wa!!! Tell u all ar... tis is d 1st time i went there la... cos i'm quite thrifty de... so dun usually like 2 spend so much when goin 4 any outings... N noe wat??? D food there is not cheap la... i only bought d Western Bacon Cheeseburger combo n it costs me $9.30!!! ARGH~~~ Chi-ching~~~... Guess i hav 2 go 4 a budget meal if i were 2 go 4 any more outing tis week le... hahaha... =P
But d good thing... or shld i say d encouraging thing is tt d burger is very big! So it's quite filling! Not only tt... d drinks r oso free-flowing de! So we can refill until we shuang shuang... Yup!!! =)... hehehe... Actually we all were quite bloated after d meal de... but den we still 硬硬 go n refill our drinks! hahaha... cos d meal so ex alrd... so bu na bai bu na ma... since it is FOC... n oso d fact tt by doin so will make us feel more 划得来 ma... hehehe... sounded abit cheapskate ar... but cannot blame us la... cos all Singaporeans r like tt 现实 de... hahaha... =P
New Hangout Venue Anw after tt... we went many trips 2 d restroom! hahaha... cos drank too much water alrd... i guess maybe tts our 下场 4 being 贪得无厌 ba... =X... Later... we went outside d VivoCity near d river there 2 hav guys talk! hahaha... Wa!!! I really like d place there la! So windy... somemore d scenery there oso very nice la... can c d Merlion... cable cars... n Sentosa from there!!! Yup!!! So if u all wanna go wif ur stead 2 any romantic or clandestine place... i strongly recommend u 2 go there!!! I tink d decents would agree tis wif me oso man... hahaha... So... i guess d decent trio hav a new hangout place le!!! =)
Anw... i seriously like tt place la... n den we all were saying tt we would surely bring our steads here (if we were 2 hav one... haiz... =P)... hahaha... I tink d night view there is even better! Especially d time when d sun is setting... it really looks very very nice! hahaha... Well... we were watching it as we were chatting together... so dunno whether if it's gay anot... =X
So... same thing... as usual... we shared our feelings wif other again... n tis time round... it's closer 2 our hearts... We analysed each other's situation closely n den gave comments... Well... my situation looks 2 be d most optimistic one... followed by ys n den tc... hahaha... However... i still somewat hav mixed feelings la... i dunno y too... it really beats me...
Reflection... Haiz... rmb one of d entry in my blog last time? When i mentioned sth abt 'my one'? Well... i guess u all forgotten le la... unless u hav very good memory... hahaha... =P... We all were discussing abt d gals we each fancy... n we only kept tis secret among d 3 of us...
Well... 4 me rit... i only like her... or shld i say... i still like her till now... u all may find me 痴情 or wat but it's true la... i really cannot 自欺欺人 man... Outta all d sea of gals out there... i only hav 'feel' 4 her... n i oso dunno y... d feeling is juz so special n indescribable... ...
Anw... i still dun really understand her cos i only tok 2 her 4 quite a few times only... So ya... i tink i muz really need 2 spent more time wif her n try 2 understand more abt her 1st ba... 一步一步慢慢来... if not i tink it's quite impossible 4 me 2 love her... Yup!
Anw... d good thing is tt i start 2 understand more abt her le... but at d same time oso dun understand her more! Ermm... i noe it may sound contradictary but it's true! I understand her more as in i noe more abt wat she does... how she behaves... wat she likes/dislikes... But i still dun understand her as in i really dunno wats she's tinking...
hahaha... well... i guess maybe all gals' tinkings r unfathomable ba... Hmm... in any case... i still tink 顺其自然 ba... cos from d way things r progressing now... i'm very satisfied le... cos at least now we r friends... n i'm really really happy!!! =)
Well... i dun really hope 4 anything... juz hope tt we can remain as friends now... cos i really enjoy chattin wif her... as 4 wat happens in d future... i dun wanna tink tt far yet... i juz hope tt all d things can go smoothly 4 me! Yup!!! =) 完。
Apology Oh well... let me start off by apologising 2 u all 1st ar... Cos i've made some major mistakes in my previous blog... hahaha... In my previous blog... i said tt my inner groin was painful... But actually rit... wat i wanna say is my inner thigh! N oso there's no such thing as inner groin! lol... hahaha... very very paiseh ar... cos i'm not a bio student ma... so dun really noe abt all these stuffs! =X ...
So forgive me k! hahaha... anw my groin oso hurts la... but juz tt my inner thigh is d most jialut one... Ya... So i feel there's a need 2 clarify this cos i feel tt rubbing d groin n inner thigh makes quite alot of difference ar... n it won't sound so er xing as mentioned by someone... hahaha... Yup!!! =P
Yesterday
Intensive Training... Woke up very early in d morning... at abt 8.30am... n i quickly rushed 2 d sch 4 dance training! Luckily... i was on time man... reached there 9.30am on d dot! hahaha... As usual... tc was later den me... Btw... my body was aching like hell la... Especially my inner thigh... So before d actual training starts... i hav a 不祥的预感... i hav a feelin tt i may not be able 2 walk after d training! hahaha...
So... it's stretching time! (PS: I'm breaking out cold sweats! =X)... Tis time round... it's kaiying n peu who helped me in d stretching... hahaha... they were like trying so hard 2 lift up my legs la... n i can c tt they were really sweating profusely... hahaha... paiseh ar... i noe my legs abit heavy... Hmm... but nevertheless i still muz thank them 4 their efforts!!! =)
Next... it's barwork! Tis time round... i'm slightly more familiar wif d steps le... n i can follow them more closely liao... hahaha... Yea!!! I'm really happy la... partly is bcos i feel tt i can learn n rmb all d steps soon le... n partly bcos of all d dance ppl r very patient n willing 2 guide me! Yup!!! =)
Ok... so now... it's d difficult part... where danny has finally choreographed a dance tt is meant 4 guys! hahaha... but noe wat? It's seriously not easy man... It entails d guys 2 noe how 2 do proper handstand... cartwheel... as well as back arch... Wa! I tried 2 do them n i'm only like 半桶水 la... N noe wat? tc can actually do all of them la... Omg man... i tink he is really flexible n he learns fast man... Although he is always very bhb... but tis time round i really gotta admit tt he is good in dancing la... hahaha... Thumbs up 4 u... tc!!! U really did very well la... I muz learn more from u man... Yup!!! =)
Injured... Wa... tis is d painful part... during one part of d dance... i accidently landed hard on my right hand... n it was sooo painful la... n tts y i momentarily stop dancing... but den i grit my teeth n continued... When i took a good look at my right hand after tt... i realised tt it swelled! Wa... i dun really noe wat is it la... cos it's not blueblack... But nvm la... I shall endure... injuries r 在所难免 de... hahaha...
But den later i dunno who go n tell danny tt i injured la... N noe wat? He helped me 搓 my hand la! He said i landed on my 劲... muz rub... if not it will worsen tml... So... he asked me 2 look towards d other side n rubbed very hard la... WA!!! 痛痛痛痛痛!!! I endure until cannot endure alrd... but i tried not 2 shout... if not very malu ar... hahaha... Den he said 我很能忍... which in actual fact 我已经忍无可忍 le... juz tt i 逞强 only... hahaha... =P
Anw... after tt wanteng tried 2 apply cold water on my wound... hahaha... i tink she really did her job well as a welfare rep la... so caring sia... hahaha... Hey wanteng... really thanks alot ar!!! =)... N oso... next time i will be faster den u when closing windows de... 你走着瞧吧!!! =P
Well... after 7hrs... at 5pm... d dance training was finally over... Wa! My body n legs can finally 喘口气 le... Hu~~~... But now... there's another problem... tt is walking home! Haiz... So tired la... but i still walked home...
When i reached home... i quickly apply Yoko Yoko immediately after i've bathed... WuHu~~~... tell u all ar... it is really very effective in relieving pain... cos i really felt much better after using it la... If i don't use it ar... i tink i will 一拐一拐 de go 2 sch la! hahaha... =)
Today
Dance Training... Again! Wa! I dunno how many times i'm gonna mention these 2 words la... hahaha... Anw... i woke up same time as ytd... but today... d pain was 2 times more jialut den ytd la! Wa! I even got problem walking out of my bed la... n i could only walk very slowly... n which caused me 2 miss my bus... Haiz... actually d bus was juz abt 20m away from me la... but my legs were really so painful tt i couldn't run... if not given my 平时的状态... i can even 追到 d bus which is 100m from me la! hahaha...
Well... so i'm late 4 training 4 d 1st time... n tc was earlier den me 4 d 1st time oso... hahaha =P... Anw... there were 2 new guys who joined us today... aloysius n gerald! I tink they can dance quite well oso... cos they previously got learnt break-dancing... so shld be better den me ba... hahaha...
Hmm... well... d good thing is tt i feel tt i'm kind of slowly gotten used 2 training le... hahaha... Yea!!! =) U c... i told u i'm a fast learner le! hehehe... =P...
Same routine... Juz tt tis time round it was wanteng n michelle who helped me stretch le... Wa! I tink today one is d most hiong one la! Cos my inner thigh still hurts alot from d past few trainings... den they really really very 不客气 la... they really helped me stretch until i went beyond my limits le... It was SOOO PAIN la!!! WA!!! 痛痛痛痛痛!!! Especially michelle... she really ga ga lift n pull my legs la... like i'm a 娃娃 like tt... Well... i noe they really wanna train me... n it's 4 my own good... so... i'll still like 2 thank them once again!!! hahaha... =)
Anw... we guys rehearsed our dance choreography again... n tis time round... i tink i improved! Oh yea!!! I tink i can more or less rmb all d steps liao... juz tt i'll need 2 work on my handstand as well as d back arch... Yup!!! I'm pretty optimistic tt i can do proper handstand n back arch soon le... I'll try my best as i've promised!!! =)
Oh ya... towards d end of d training... danny tried 2 join all d different sets of dance moves together! N noe wat? It was pretty cool la!!! It's like at 1st tc dance 1st... den d 1st grp of gals come in n dance 'phase 1'... followed by 2nd grp of gals dance 'phase 2'... n goes on... so it's like everyone is dancing together but each grp has different movements from one another...
Although it was quite messy as in there's no coordination... i finally get d picture of how nicely it would look when everybody dance together... Oso... tis was impromptu... so i really tink tt we sure can do much much better den tis de! Seriously... everyone did well today man! Keep it up!!! Jia you... we can do it de!!! Yup!!! =)
After training... i stayed back wif tc teikling n peu... cos i'm waiting 4 them 2 hav lunch together... but teikling n peu wanna learn how 2 do handstand... so i juz stayed back wif them until 3pm... Wa! teikling was very persistent in learning how 2 do handstand la... n she really kept tryin n tryin n tryin... until she got no strength left... cos of... poor tc kept helpin 2 hold her up until he oso got no energy left! hahaha...
Anw... me n tc tried doin handstand a few times n demo 2 d gals... hope they can get d idea of how 2 “收肚子”... hahaha... Actually i oso dun really noe how 2 do... i can only do handstand wif d wall behind me... Well... i tink d gals cannot do handstand is bcos of psychological barrier n oso they hav no strength... which is understandable... so i tink they'll need more time 2 master it ba! Yup!!! Jia you ar! Dun give up! =)
Short Games... I went home after d training 2 hav dinner 1st before meeting up wif d rangers... but tis time round w/o pink... Anw... we went 2 ys's church n play soccer n bball wif his friends 4 a short well... hahaha... me n cheng managed 2 score a goal! hahaha... Yea man!!! I really dint expect myself 2 score la... cos my legs pain like hell alrd... n i dint really run la... i was slackin throughout d game... but i somehow managed 2 score taiko-ly... =X
Anw... played until 8pm... n they were having dinner... As it was rather late... i went home 1st... Actually i wished i can stay abit longer... but it was quite late le... n oso i was really really exhausted... So ya... i took bus 136 instead of 73 home... cos 73 got alot of detours... very sian... hahaha...
Well... gotta say tt these few days were very very eventful! I tink tis is d 1st time tt i'm feelin so pre-occupied la!!! hahaha... Although tiring... i still enjoy wat im doin these few days... really... =) 完。