there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Saturday, December 30, 2006
Depressed... I'm too depressed 2 blog or do anything during these few days... so ya... my apologies... But i'll try 2 recall as much as possible abt wat happened during d past few days ba...
Wednesday
Worst Day Of My Life 1st day of intensive dance training... Some DSA gals joined us...
Had training n cca bazaar rehearsal till 7.30pm...
I was feeling physically tired during d day...
Upon reachin home at night... 2 major 打击 struck me... n i was both emotionally n mentally hurt... =(
One was at 11.30pm... where a major problem arose in my family... n i stayed up till 3am plus 2 try 2 solve d problem... but 2 no avail...Well... 家丑不可外扬... so i shalln't elaborate...
Next was at abt 12am... where a msg i've received sent a massive blow directly at my heart...
I can only say i really couldn't take these blows... they r juz too hard 4 me 2 take... n wat can be worst den both striking at d same time...
Haizzz... well... maybe i'm always too 吊儿郎当 le... n i've nv really encounter a real problem in my life... tts y heaven is playin cruel tricks on me ba... giving me a lesson... giving me my 1st n hardest setback ever... =(
Thursday
精神恍惚 Dunno wat 2 say... can only say tt i was totally not my usual self...
Throughout d whole day... i was physically dancing in d hall... but my soul was drifting somewhere distant... Too troubled n depressed...
Well... i tried very hard 2 conceal my unhappiness... i really dun want my mood 2 affect d other dancers' performances... But... no matter how hard i tried 2 act or put on a cheerful front... it was still apparent 2 many ppl...
So ya... i only told tc abt it... n he's d only one who truely understand how i felt at tt time... Well... still muz thank all d guys who really showed concern n tried 2 cheer me up... Yup!
Anw... very very sorry kaiying... i accidentally slipped n made u fell... It's really not tt i wasn't focus... it was juz tt i was really too exhausted... Haizzz... in any case... it was still my mistake... Sorry a thousand times...
After tt... we had cca bazaar rehearsal... n i accidentally injured my hip bone badly... Haizzz... i guess it was really d worst day tt i ever had in my life... T-T
As usual... dance training from 9am to 4pm... n after tt was rehearsal 4 cca bazaar till abt 7pm...
We bathed after tt n had MacDonald's 4 dinner together later on...
Here is d funny part which i like d most during dance camp... Me, aloysius, gerald n lao da were too bored... den we set up a "Rain Production"... where we used our hp n tried 2 film a movie!!! hahaha... Initially me n gerald tot of d kissing scene in d Spiderman movie... where kirsten dunst kissed spiderman in d rain... den we tried 2 act out d scene!!! =X... hahaha... it was really very er xing sia... both of us couldn't take it man...
Rain Production After tt... aloysius joined in d fun! We filmed more n more movies of our own!!! There were 'Star Wars'...'黄金甲'... 'Scream'...'Death note'...n even '赌神' !!! I like one scene in 'Death note' where d robber banged onto Kira(played by aloysius) n he took out d note from his wallet n wrote down d robber's name!!! =P...WA!!! It was really very cool la!!! I tink lao da really did a very good job in filming d movie sia!!! hahaha...
WoWoWo... now comes d box office movie... '赌神'!!! It's a battle of daidi between L n Kira!!! lolz!!! hahaha... It was damn hilarious sia... All of us really couldn't take it... Tis time round... aloysius played L... not bcos he is smart... bcos he is as white as L!!! =P...hahaha... gerald took d role of Kira...
The conversation was d funniest part... L spoke wif japanese accents... Kira: "你杀我 ling bei 我要更你赌命!!!" (fierce tone) L: "我杀你 ling bu... 不是 ling bei" (calm-looking) Kira: " 我不管。 Showhand!!!" (pushing a few bars of chocolates on d table as if they r money!) L: " Checkmato (Japanese accents)." (follow Kira)
In d end... L lost n he died...
hahaha... overall it was very lame sia... but nevertheless it was really fun la!!! We kinda enjoyed acting very much all of a sudden n we start 2 hav thoughts of joining drama club! =X
Ghost stories at 12am... n michelle can really see ghosts!!! =X
Anw... after tt all d guys, hui chun n sharon went 2 d parade square at 2.30am... n guess wat we wanna do??? We wanna see ghosts!!! =X... cos we heard NY is kinda haunted... so we wanna try our luck!!!
Until abt 3.30am... we still did not see anything... so we juz went off n sleep...
Saturday
Hooray!!! Finally... last day of intensive dance training!!! =)
As usual... danny spent more time on d choreography section...
Same routine... juz tt today teikling was feeling very unwell towards d end of d training...
We all showed danny our cca bazaar dance... n he was rather impressed! So ya... i believe all of us will perform well on d actual day itself de!!! Yup!!! =)
So ya... i'm feelin much better now wif d encouragements n supports from d guys... really thanks alot... especially tc, aloysius, gerald n lao da!!! =)
Hu~~~ well... life goes on... i muz look forward... i only hav 2 things in my mind now... tt is studies n dance!!! No more other distractions le!!! hahaha...
So... dansez-le... muz really take good care of urselves k... u all really deserve a good break after putting in so much concentration n efforts during d intensive trainings...
Well... i hereby wish u all speedy recovery 4 those who r injured... finish ur hw in time 4 those who haven't complete yet... n of course... stay happy!!! =)