there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Monday, January 08, 2007
Reflection There has been many unhappy things revolving around me recently...
1st... major family dispute...
2nd... relationship problem...
3rd... had my 1st ever enemy...
1st... my family dispute has finally been settled at long last le... Hu~~~ After being troubled greatly cos of tis issue... i really broke down... but i bounced back fast... n managed 2 play a part in solving d dispute... Yea!!! =)
2nd... relationship problem... haizzz... nth much 2 tok abt... only can blame myself 4 being too reckless... i tink i wasn't in d right mind ba... cos usually i'm quite calm n patient de... but tis time round it was my recklessness which caused my failure... Well... i've gotten over it after reflecting 4 some days le... so ya... back 2 my usual self le! Yup!!!
3rd... new enemy... well... i dun need 2 elaborate here le... my previous posts explain everything... Anw... after tinking it through... i realised tt 4 d past few days maybe i let anger overwhelmed me ba... tts y i was rather irrational...
After reading thru my previous post again... i tink tt i was abit too harsh n exaggerated wif my tone... my apologies everyone... cos i tink i was really in d fit of pique ytd n so i was very biased against tt person...
So ya... actually i dint really hav d thoughts of seh-ing tt person... it was only juz tt i cannot stand d way tt person behaves in front of different ppl... Well... maybe tts d person's character ba...
I'm calm now le... juz like wat i'm always do... n i tink maybe tt person offended me unknowingly ba... like wat i've said... tts how d person usually behave n tts d person's character... so ya... if tts really d case... den i'll choose 2 forgive n forget ba... but still... i dun like tis character... so in any case i'll still dun like tt person... but not hating tt person anymore...
So yup!!! All d problems r no longer consider problems le!!! After having all these bad happenings recently... i realised tt there is always a solution 2 every problem... No difficulties r insurmountable de...
It's juz d way how u look at d problem... n d approach u take... We muz look at d bright side n keep a cool mind when encountering a problem... We muz face d problem bravely... n not eschewing away from it...
So ya... i tink all d problems tt i've faced recently has really enlightened me... i feel tt i've advanced 2 d next stage of life le... i'm seriously feeling more mature now le...
I've finally passed d mo lian heaven gave me le!!! Yea~!!! =)
So yup! I'm more focused now... i've finally had a sense of direction of d path tt i'm supposed 2 take le... n i hav clear aims now le...
Aims for 2007 (1) Do well 4 'A' level (2) Achieving Gold wif honour 4 Dance SYF (3) Doin 8 pull-ups at d end of d year (4) Obtaining at least silver 4 NAPFA (5) Maintaining good relationships wif all my friends (6) Strengthening family bonds (7) Live my life 2 d fullest!
So ya... i've finally tink it thru le... these are my goals 4 tis year... n i hav confidence tt i can achieve them!!!
Last year... i was distracted n not focused on my studies... i tink got distracted by gals ba... hahaha... =P... i oso spent too much time playin bball after sch wif my friends... n ended up playin too much... =X
So now... i've mind up my mind le... i've decided 2 focus on my studies fully tis year... i've learnt a lesson from last year... n i'm not goin 2 be affected or distracted by any gals anymore le... i will no longer harbour thoughts of goin into relationship wif anyone le...
So yup! I tink i'm gonna consider finding a stead in university ba... hahaha... well... i'm still young... so got da ba de shi jian!!! =P
From tml onwards... u shall c a different me... or shld i say... d real me... d me tt i'm supposed 2 be!!! So ya... a cheerful... optimisitic... attentive... focused... n decent ME tml~!!! =)