there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Sunday, April 29, 2007
Friday. Mum visited doctor late at night... it's been 3 weeks le... hope she can recover soon...
Saturday. NYJC 30th Anniversary!!! Caught flu the moment i woke up... guess i slept too late the previous night ba... troubled by too many things... Anw i was super late 4 dance... a very big SORRY to dansez-le...
Anw we faced many constraints on stage... n had to remove teik n tyson-michelle duet part... which was kind of a pity... Nevertheless... i think we did perform well... i guess we didn't really let our syf result affect our performance... which i felt is really admirable... thumbs up for dansez-le spirit! =)
After tt... me aloy n gerald played soccer in mpr again as usual... i guess tts the only thing we guys can do during dance to keep our minds off things...
Went down to walk around the school compound... trying 2 soak into the lively atmosphere... Well... i guess there were 3 emo faces in the sea of smiley faces... Haizzz...
After a long wait... we guys finally went to the canteen to get free food... hmm... the food wasn't bad... but the fish tasted stale... =X... "Somethings" happened... n we guys were more emo... Walked towards the bus stop w/o talking to each other... which was very very ususual... Well... we were not quarrelling... we all were in deep thoughts...
Went to my house after tt... i guess my house has become a good place for people to sort out their thinking ba... hahaha... Anw... watched soccer n had guys talk at the same time... I guess we somewhat felt better after the talk... =)
You guys are right... although the bonds outside are weak... the bond within is strong... In times of difficulties/bad karma... buddies are the most important...
Me... After suffering from a blow... I've learnt my lesson... I've grown much stronger now... because of one thing... I must really thank that person for waking me up... Telling me that i cannot cope with both relationship and studies well at the same time... However... things often don't go the way i want... Here i am feeling very troubled... I'm in a big dilemma now... Many problems are still unsolved... yet they just keep surfacing... Guess heaven is playing tricks on me... or should i say... the guys... I'm stuck in this situation... Racking my brain everyday... but still i can't get out... I know i cannot drag anymore... must find a solution soon... But i've still yet to find one... Used to keep everything to myself... But there are simply just too many things happening.... Happening at a rate that i'll go crazy if i bottle everything inside of me... Family... buddies and close friends are my support now... They are the ones i'll confide and share my feelings with... Sorry to those who feel that i'm very dao towards u recently... Or those who feel that my emo-ness has affected u... I'm trying hard not to show it or affect u... but somehow i can't... Sickness... weariness... friendship problems... conspiracies... ... .... What's next??? Guess only my family and buddies understand... Thanks for all the family and guys talks all this while... =) Well... only feeling abit emo lately... I'll cheer up very soon de!!! Yup!!!=)