there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Monday. Shalln't let all the troubles and unhappiness bring me down... as usual... i will remain optimistic and continue to update about what happened during the day...
Well... woke up in the late morning again... despite reminding me about our meeting... ys was late again as usual... We had some guys talk at the coffeeshop as per normal... and i was alrd feeling quite down... but the always-be-there bro cheered me up again... Not long after... our talk was disrupted by cheng and kaiying when they walked over to us... 'Someones' happy... but no one shows it... lolz...
Went back to school and found a stuffy classroom to study... We had quite a few missions... some successful and some failure... lolz... Anyway... today is quite a happening day i must say... 1st... we met kaiying and her aep friends at the coffeeshop... later we saw gerald and gang in the library... after that we chanced upon huichun, wanteng, sharon and teikling at the 4th floor... What a coincidence i must say!
Oh well... we still continued to study in our classroom... 2 guys in a classroom may sound abit gay but ya... we are kinda used to it le... lolz... It somehow reminds me of the old times when we study together back in st. gabs... Anyway... both of us could hardly focus... because there were distractions here and there... and we barely studied 1 chapter... so we were like 'heck care la'... and we started some guys talk... After that... huichun and kaiying 'pop' into our classroom... and they joined us to study...
After awhile... i left to join my mum for dinner... so from there on... refer to any of their blogs for more updates about what happened later on ba... lolz... Hmm... went home... deep in thoughts again... emo-ing... then suddenly... something happened... at that moment... i was feeling very helpless and sad... haizzz... shalln't elaborate here... so ya... i doubt i can focus on revision for the next few days... i think i'll be emo-ing for some time ba... but don't worry... i think i will be fine soon... yup!
I want my closed ones to understand how i feel exactly... But yet i hide my truth feelings from them... I'm contradicting myself...
When i finally revealed my true feelings... Things did not turn out better for me... Did i made the wrong decision? Should i just keep my feelings to myself? What should i do? I'm confused...