there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Friday, July 13, 2007
Dilemma. I'm so damn screwed for mid year exams... i've never ever score such a devastating result before... i'm really wondering what have i been doing for the past few months... Distracted? Or am i taking the wrong path all this while?
Things often do not go the way we want... as the saying goes... "man proposes, heaven disposes"... we are living in uncertainties... not knowing what's lying ahead of us the next day... and that is why we have to prepare ourselves to face all the UPS AND DOWNS... lest we are unable to pick ourselves up quickly...
The FACTS were out... the music has been faced... it's time to wake up from all the dreams and come back to Earth... Sometimes... it's really difficult to find the center of gravity of a non-uniform SERRATED ruler... when try to balance the ruler on a particular point... it often topples... Time is needed to figure out its center of gravity... however... not easy...
A decision has to be made... but sacrifices may be necessary... it's really a dilemma... If only things turn out the way we want... if only we can control everything... if only it's 50-50... but easier said than done... at the end of the day... we still must face up to the cruel reality... Well... that's the saddest thing in life i guess...
Time to face reality again... i've gotten back all my papers... one word to sum it all up - SUCKS! Maths was the most disappointing... econs was a blow... the rest were way under expectations... I can't imagine letting my mum signing my "A/B/C-less" result slip... I've let my parents down...
Today... it feels great to play bball and sweat it all out after school... i guess it's a good avenue to vent my frustrations... right bro? My heart felt heavy throughout the day... and some PART OF ME seems to be missing... Anyway... i went J8 to join my mum and sis for dinner... dropped my wallet in yoshinoya... but luckily i discovered it quickly after i left... if not... what a way to end friday the 13th...
Thanks mum and sis for always been there for me when i'm down and out... i'm really glad to have an understanding mum who is always very supportive and encouraging despite my poor result... so ya... i'm determined to achieve ABB during prelims... not gonna disappoint her again...