there you go
you've decided to take a step into my shed of memories
a place where i voice out my feelings
do leave your footprints behind
Have A Nice Day!
Decent Guy
Alvin Wong Wei Mun
6th March 1989
Pisces
Nanyang JC <0619> St.Gabriel's Secondary <4E2> Ai Tong Primary <6L>
<Monday, November 24, 2008
Deep in thoughts... So many things have happened during the past week... and yet all of them seemed to have gone past so quickly... I realised whenever i'm keeping track of the time... it will crawl slowly... and when i'm engross in doing something else... time slips away quickly... i really hate that things happen this way... but well... i just have to learn to get used to it... this is life...
Often... we do not get all the things that we want... and whenever we make a decision... we gain something and at the same time lose another thing... The best we can do is to weigh the pros and cons before making a decision... so as to gain more than what we lose... But then again... it is difficult to make the correct decision at times... Depending on the circumstances and our power in influencing the decision... we may be forced to choose something that we do not want...
I guess we just have to learn to adapt quickly to different circumstances and act accordingly... if not we'll lose more than what we gain... When facing setbacks... we have to accept reality and get back on our feet fast... When we succeeded in doing certain things... we have to keep in mind that success does not come by easily... we've worked hard to earn it and we must continue to improve ourselves...
Anyway... this is just a random post... i think it reflects part of my thoughts... it is something important that i have to keep learning in life...
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11:02 PM
<Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Recurrence... Many things are really unpredictable... who would expect me to undergo another operation on sunday night when i was fine the previous day? Well... things were quite different this time round... the patients...nurses and environment around me have changed... and i'm feeling kinda ridiculous and sad that i have to go through everything that i've experienced juz 6 days ago... =(
But again... after the surgeons explained that the wound was infected... i knew i had no choice but to go for the operation... So ya... same procedures and feelings... and soon the operation was over... I have to be put under observation for 2 days... Thankfully... my parents accompany me when i was warded and eased my boredom by bringing me nice food and reading materials... lolz... =)
Finally... there was improvement in my condition and i was discharged today! Gf... cheng and ky came! Really appreciated their effort to make time to visit me even though they are up to their necks making preparations for their upcoming exams =) Although bro can't be there... still thanks for his get well msg... i know he'll definitely be there if he can make it =)
Well... the girls... esp cheng... kept making fun of my wound... and i was feeling kinda awkward and shy at first la... lolz... After that... we had lunch together before the girls went to their respective uni to mug... while it's home sweet home for me... Although the meeting was short... it was of much significance to me... =) I'm really thankful and appreciated the efforts of those who visited me and wished me to get well soon... I hope i can fully recover asap so that i can go for gf/family/clique outings... Really don't wanna keep spending most of the time lying on my bed... =X
Take care people! =)
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4:14 PM
<Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sat... M-A-D-A-G-A-S-C-A-R I somehow managed to spell this word correctly (luckily didn't malu myself =P) lolz... Well... i've been rotting in my hse for the past 4 days or so due to my injury... and today i've finally managed to take in some fresh air outside... hahaha...
Anyway... i must say today was quite happening... i and gf coincidentally bumped into bro n ky again... lolz... i guess that only shows that singapore is really small and needs to build more shopping centres... hahaha... After that... the sisters played punk... and i tagged along to help them choose present for their daddy... Apparently... there are so few things that really suit him... and it's best to settle for something practical... I'm wondering what they can buy for him next year... cos we're seriously running out of ideas... lolz...
Soon enough... we walked all the way to ps... with lots of excitements and anticipations along the way... lolz... i must say the sisters are very funny... the one who's not involved appears so enthu... while the other one who's involved appears so nonchalant... hahaha... However... the harder she tries to conceal her excitement... the more obvious it would seemed to others... lolz...
After much walking and time wasting... bryan (dunno if i've spelt correctly =X) finally appeared... and we pasta-ed before catching madagascar 2... There was a 'cloud of suspicion' over us... but we were too captivated by the show to really care about it... lolz... Anyway... it was a surprise to the girls that i managed to click quite well with bryan in such a short time... and they were so curious about the topics that we guys talked about... hahaha... What i wanna say is the difference in age is not an issue... cos some things are better and easier to be shared between guys... =P
So yea... i shall not divulge anymore things here... cos some things are better left unsaid... lolz... Time will show everything eventually =)
Happy Bday to gf's daddy! =)
contented =)
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1:02 AM
<Tuesday, November 11, 2008
=O Here i am... feeling awkward sitting down blogging... i really didn't expect things to get so serious... initially i was telling darling i had difficulties walking and sitting down... and i jokingly said i need to go hospital for operation... Never did i realise my condition was quite severe until i went to see the MO... and he said i need to go for operation! =X What i said really came true la... can't believe it...
So my friend sent me to alexandra hospital... and i was stoning in my ward most of the time... it felt shitty to be put under drip and not eating for long hours... For the 1st time in my life... i know how it feels like before going for an operation.. During the evening... dad n darling visited me... she was so worried la... on the verge of crying... it pains me to see the worrying and helpless look on her face... and i had to reassure her that i'll recover soon...
We waited until about 9pm... and it was time for me to go for my operation... when i was inside the operating theatre... there were at least 10 ppl around me... they chatted with me... but deep down inside my heart i know they're just trying to make me feel relax and slowly put me to unconcious state... Soon... they put a oxygen mask on my mouth and asked me to inhale deeply... The next thing i know... the operation was over... i only vaguely remember that there was a nurse trying to talk to me... and i subconciously asked her if the operation was over... She replied and i was KO again...
When i woke up... i was feeling nauseous and weak... the nurses examined and checked my conditon... luckily... my condition was stable and can be discharged during noon... During my stay in the ward... i've seen the agony and heard patients groaning in pain... i realised that no matter how capable we are... we will still be beaten by illnesses if we do not look after our health... and after this incident... i'll definitely be more concious of my health... i shall maintain a balanced diet... drink more water... and exercise regularly... so as to live a healthy lifestyle...
So to all my dear friends... it's good to start living a healthy lifestyle when we're still young now!